Episode 1

‘Are you ready' a divine light with no figure of its own speaks to me. I feel unconscious and numb, a bright light fills the room forcing my eyes to close.

*Infant cries* huh? Am I the one crying??

Slowly tries to open eyes,it was bright,i lowered my view and looked down, its there! that thing what men have!! Closing my eyes feeling relieved... *sighs*

It might be confusing so let me narrate you a story

where a girl named Mika was born, the mother clenched her teeth out of anger, the husband almost break things around the room.That girl Mika was my past self, my parents never thought of having another child but they did, they tried to abort but their parents stopped them, they agreed but expected a son but they had a daughter, they hated me the most, my brother always took away my things, my parents never cared about me, only grandma and grandpa were the ones who cared about me and loved me no matter my gender. But they passed away when I had just entered my high school. My classmates treated me like shit. I was bullied and others talked bad behind my back, none of them helped me and i became a loner, I was a laughing stock for them. Atleast the teachers treated me normally.To please my parents I did all household chores and studied hard and scored highest but all their attention was on my brother I was always compared to him. When i entered college i thought I'd be alone again, but I made a friend, she helped me through with bullies and she always joined me during lunch. I thought we became good friends, when to my surprise she came to home as my brother's girlfriend. She told me that she became friends with me to get closer to my brother, i felt used, was i just a object, my parents always blamed me if anything happens to brother but they never cared about me, my only friend was a traitor who wanted my brother, why? oh I guess since he is a guy, a man and I, just a mere female toy who can be abused, used, compared to, and bullied? What have I done to receive all of this fu**ing shit...

Without thinking and crying I walked down the middle of the road and my mind was loaded,I heard the tempo honking and the headlights approach nearer, and suddenly everything went blank,sirens could be heard everywhere and I felt relieved and closed my eyes.

That's when I was sent to a big beautiful garden, with enormous flowers, all in a beautiful order, i feel like I'm in heaven, Wait! i died so where am i ,in heaven? for real ....?

‘Child' a voice spoke, unable to see who it was , i turned here and there to find the person speaking but it was the light shining in th middle of the garden between those beautiful rose bushes, displaying all sorts of colours and aroma.

I gulped and mumbled," Uh.. Who are you..??"

‘Child I saw your life, I am sorry for you' the voice said in a concerned tone.

"M-My life!?" I got shocked after hearing him say that he watched me through my life? Is it a joke?

‘I see you are confused. Well I am a God, it was unintentional, your life was suppose to be bestowed upon a sinner but it came upon you instead, I am deeply sorry for my mistake,but I will bless you to be boy in your next life and your family won't be bad at all' he sounded guilty but..

“all along.. was i living a punishment which wasn't meant for me!!?" i exclaimed, how can I not be angry to know my life was all messed by a small mistake!?

hmm... he says I can be a boy, well I want to be one too so.."okay I agree" once I said it he bit me goodbye and blessed me.

Here I was on the arms of my new mother,who had been stroking my back to make me feel warm.I opened my eyes slowly, but wait..... WHAT!?

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