When I was younger I used to think that everyone had hearts dripping with gold,but instead their hearts dripped with greed as it dripped down their narrow veins traveling to their brains and soon they were consumed by greed. When you're young and innocent it gives an open door to the misery of the world to creep in and swallow you whole. I remember when I was younger I used to watch the sunsets at the cliff near my wooden house. My golden blonde hair twisted and twirled dancing with the howling wind as the bright glistening sun glistened on whom it laid its golden eyes on. The field of dandelions twisted and twirled with the wind as it brushed against my soft legs. The feeling of freedom filled me like a volcano soon swallowing me in a bubble of tranquility. But soon the sunsets were a reminder of the hell that would awaken when the moon rose. Then the tranquil feeling of watching sunsets washed away from me and all I felt was agony. I slam open my wooden door and dash down the narrow hallway glamorized with happy family portraits that felt like a distant memory.
I stop to peek at myself. I brush the dust of the small mirror placed right next to the front door. My soft,thick and luscious golden blonde hair is pushed back on my shoulders. A thin black veil is draped on my waist length hair, it almost covers my soft milk like face. A black sleeveless tight fitting dress reached my bruised knees. My lifeless emerald eyes glimmered in the sparkling bright sun. Before I know it I'm outside.The soft grass brushed against my porcelain like skin.I dash past newly polished roads and bright blooming red stop signs. I stop to gaze at the huge metal sign PARK it spelt out. My heart starts sinking into a pool of paranoia. I hold my breath praying from the pit of my soulless heart that this time the moon wouldn’t cry blood. I slowly walk down the hard stone cold path leading to a sparkling wedding arch adorned with glamorous flowers and plastic bright white fold up seats placed neatly row by row right next to the glamorous dark blood red aisle.Distant relatives that feel like I knew them in an another life sat excitedly in the cold white folded seats, while others were up on the grass bouncing words back like hot potatoes.
I sit silently in the back lone chair. I remember before I regressed I was a timid child who couldn’t say more than a whisper. My lifelike emerald eyes glimmered with joy whenever I saw my mom,dad and my sister.
Soon I stopped shining with bliss and my warm personality soon turned icy cold.I bite my tongue as I hold in a waterfall of salty tears. I always try to not think about the past but it always creeps in, swallowing me in an endless pit of agony. “The bride is here!” People screeched with bliss. My sister appeared in the corner of my eye as she strides down the dark blood red fuzzy carpet. Her luxurious long flowy white dress glimmers in the sparkling golden eyed sunset. Her strawberry blond thin luxurious hair is neatly braided in a bun. A blood red like flowy rose shone like a shimmering star as it was draped on her bun. A white veil hung on her head flowing down to her knees. Her aqua-like eyes twinkled like starry night stars. In her left hand she clenched onto a bouquet of jewel-like beautiful flowers.
My dads hazel like eyes beamed with bliss as he clenched onto my sister's right hand.
He warmly smiled from ear to ear. I scoff at them. I remember that I used to envy my sister as no one ever gazed at me with such bliss in their lifelike eyes. When I was younger envy boiled up in me like a scorching hot volcano until I erupted with rage. One day I dashed up to my dad as he was taking his evening walks with my sister. When I reached him he gazed at me with a detrimental gaze which sent shivers down my spine. I reached my hand out. I gazed at him warmly, praying deep inside my hollow heart that he would warmly grin my ear to ear and take my hand. Instead he walked away clenching onto my sister's hands. At that moment I realized that longing for the sweet candy-like love that I crave for will just leave me with less love in my hollow heart.
A scorching hot flame of fury explodes in me soon drowning me in an endless pit of rage.
I stomp like a furious toddler up to my father and sister.
People gasp with dismay as they gaze at me wearing all black like I'm going to a funeral. My mother venomously gazes. People start whispering at each other like hyenas. My sister glares malevolently at me. The color of my dads face started draining away like blood.
I carefully raised my right hand and all my scarce morals and dignity washed away as they were swallowed by a huge wave of fury. I smacked my sister's soft rosy cheeks. My hands are now rosie red. My sister stands there lifeless like a statue, her mouth gapes open with shock. I stomp up to my dad who's in shock. I whack my dads soft pale cheeks. I slowly raised my bruised knees and with all my strength I kicked his crotch. He tumbled down on the blood red carpet.
His hazel eyes once filled with life are now filled with agonizing terror. My sister grabs my hands. My hands ache as she squeezes them with all her strength. “What the **** do you think your ******* doing!This is my ******* wedding!” Shrieked my sister. Salty tears ran down her rosie delicate cheeks. Her aqua-like eyes which used to shine with joy now glimmers with scorching fury. My pale arm starts turning blood red. I try to squarm free from her tight grip but she tightens her grip. People were throwing words around like hot potatoes. Then a newfound strength flames in me until it bursts into a strong scorching hot flame. I bite my pearly white teeth into my sister's arm. She yelps in pain as blood crawls down her arm. I clenched onto my sister's delicate neck.The horror in my sister's eyes satisfies my blood thirsty hatred towards her. I tighten my hand on her neck. She starts gasping for air as the blood in her eyes starts draining. People are shrieking in terror. People rushed up to me to stop me but they stopped when I shot them in their heart with a venomous gaze. I dropped my sister when life slowly drained out of her. She was dead. Instead of guilt filling me up, euphoria filled me up. A malevolent grin creeps on my face. My father laid on the ground in disbelief of what just happened. I could feel more strength build up in me. I kneel on the grass and clench onto my dad's broad shoulders. “Bye bye dad.” I aggressively squeeze my dads hazel eyes. Blood drips out like an orange. I clenched onto my dads neck and twisted it like candy. My dad laid their lifeless on the ground. People were frantically running around in terror. I pulled my dad lighter out of his pocket. My dad brought a lighter everywhere he went and a pack of cigars. My dad loved to smoke and instead of investing his money into an ashtray he used his youngest daughter as one. He would put his hot cigarettes on me. The scorching hot cigarette pierced into my skin like a sharp knife. Once he was done he would pat me on my messy blonde hair and walk away laughing.
I opened up the lighter and the fiery flame lit up. I dashed to my mother who sat in terror in the front row. She was in so much terror that she stood there like a lifeless statue. Her golden blonde silky hair and her white velvet dress was lit up in flames by me. She dashed around frantically hoping that the fire would stop but it kept consuming her. Soon the fire consumed her and she was now just a corpse. My mother used to threaten me when I was younger if I didn’t obey her every command she would light me up into flames. “Isn’t it so funny mother that you're the one in flames.”I said with a huge grin on my face. I threw the lighter at the willow tree right next to the wedding venue. The groom instead of attempting to save her soon to be wife he ran away like a coward. I knew that my sister only married him for his money. His family was filthy rich and as the oldest child he was the heir to their wealth. Blinded by love he truly thought that my sister loved him for who he was. Soon the town burst into flames. Wooden houses were lit up into flames. The moon came up and like everytime everyone melted into goo and the moon started to cry blood. I beam with joy. I’ve finally gotten the revenge I desired.FSSK! I gaze to the left to see a black fiery portal. Before I can think my legs start slowly inching to the portal. I reached the portal and jumped into it praying that it would take me somewhere else than this misery filled world. This starts my journey in another world.
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2023-10-24
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