Summer.

I hated school. I still do. it's a prison for those who are inside it and gives no pleasure to me at all. the teachers are rude and unsightly, they don't care if you are having a hard time. are you bleeding? are you crying? are you dying? if any of those questions have a No at the end then be ready to be kindly flipped off in a PG fashion. especially the dying part. so far two kids have died due to their Neglectance and horrible experience when it comes to looking after those who are hurt. are in pain. or are literally on the floor dying or worse. funny ain't it?

last Friday was a normal day where I was fighting with an ex-group I was in. They were toxic and it took me a while to see that. There was one particular girl called Summer, she wasn’t the nicest but I learned something from her. Never say anything that you can’t back up physically or just in general.

...she had a seizure and it was right in front of me. She bumped her head into the corner of the table and she wouldn’t respond. The head teacher came in and laid her down on her stomach and no matter how much I screamed to her to put summer on her side she didn’t listen. Teachers never listen and because of that Summer lost her life in front of me. No 14-year-old should have to see that but I did and I can’t stop seeing flashes of her on the floor helpless.

Summer was officially announced yesterday and I couldn’t cry like everyone else. I hate how I manage pain. I can only cry when my body wants to and not when I want to. It hurts so much. Not because she died but because of my last words towards her.

I didn't know alot about summer other than these few things.

her favourite colours were red and blue. red like her long hair though it was died and blue for her crystal eyes. I personally don't know why she said it but she would say that if she was a animal she would be a butterfly and she would soar across the sky and share her beauty to those who looked .

”I hope you die.” My anger took over me in that fight. I wish I could turn back time but I can’t. My wish came true and no matter what I do I can’t wish for it back.

I have 2 messages

Listen to everyone no matter how weird or bad it is because you could miss something important

Don’t say anything before thinking about the consequences. Don’t be me. I wished for her death and now I caused a mother and father to lose their child. Hopefully, she will be a real angel and soar up high in the clouds

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