I'm Sorry I didn't Say it more. I love you.

I once knew a dog who would jump at the sight of a fly.

She was small for her breed but had a big heart. So big that she would lie down next to you so you could hear it thump.

She was a little chubby, but I loved her that way. Her soft fur would brush onto my hands as we cuddled watching Orange is the new black. Now that I think about it that's a Weird show to watch with a dog.

Did you know she hated Roses? She didn't like them because they would go up her nose when running in a Field...God, I hope the neighbours are okay and that there won't be anyone disturbing them anymore those poor folks.

She loved chicken! to the point it was scary. she wouldn't let anyone touch it but me and Mum. She would sometimes give it to me when I asked my mom for food like a "Here have mine!" I want to say "Here have my Life." to get her back from the Ban that stole her from me.

My Sisters loved her to bits. when we found out about the ban. they cried and fell to the floor while I did not. I wanted to Cry like them, get my emotions out. but I couldn't and I hated myself for it. but I learned something that day. everyone handles pain easily and I handle it alone. I found that out the moment I fell asleep drowning in my tears.

Love you. These three simple words hold so much meaning and power and yet I didn't use them in the way it was supposed to be used. I'm sorry. I am so sorry that I didn't use it more often. My Dog is a beautiful and complex Girl, and when you say "I love you," She never fails to do a tiny dance to show her contentment. 'I love you' is a way of letting them know that they are cherished valued, and important to you. She was all those things and more. Love can be found in many different forms and I found it in a great dog who I wouldn't change over for any other.

I loved my dog. No, I love her. So much to the point I think that she stole all the love I could give, though I didn't give her much attention, in the end, I still loved her and she knows that, and she will always know that.

I don't want a new dog, they aren't her and they will never be. I want to be able to sore high to the heavens of where she is now and I want to be able to hug her again.

I love my dog. I had her since she was a puppy. Her name was Narla (YES NARLA.) And I would always hold her in the air like in the movie but she got too big and now it's not going to happen.

I love you Narla and I always will, I know I wasn't the best owner but just keep on flying high and one day I'll catch up and join you.

Like I always do.

I love you Narla. So much.

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