°Starlight° {Completed}

“You won't believe Ami! She was just head over heels for me”

This was the hundreth time Hayden repeated the same words. Leviana, another innocent dumb girl who is gonna fall for his tricks.

“ We decided the Sunday date in your cafe, serve us good bro"

"Well Fork you, I ain't your freaking servent Hayden! I have to meet Jacob later so yeah-"

Amanda raised her middle finger against his face.

"Aww Amanda I always knew you wanted to date me, but in your dreams babe", Hayden chuckled.

Amanda rolled her eyes and walked off.

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Hayden looked back. He chuckled seeing Amanda walk away hurridly. She hadn't changed much since her kindergarten, where Hayden met her for the first time.

He looked down at his fingers and smiled.

It wasn't easy for him to confess, everytime the fear of their ruined friendship came into his mind.

Yes Amanda, loving you is one of my dreams.

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It was Sunday evening. Hayden is sitting with Leviana in Amanda's cafe just to know she called off today.

Hayden sighed. He wasn't interested in Leviana, he just wanted some distractions.

"Hayden! Hayden!", Leviana called him. "You seem lost".Hayden managed to smile, "I was just thinking"

Yes I am lost in this vast galaxy.

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It was 2:47 in the morning.

Hayden wasn't able to sleep. Just another day passed and he felt totally empty.

He got up and walked to this desk. He picked up the diary from the hidden gap in the rack.

He opened the first page. "Amanda"

He started going through the pages, though the sketches, the post its and letters.

He recalled all the memories- her first crush and her school life.

Oh how much he wanted those times back.

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Leviana broke up with Hayden. It didn't matter to him. He attended his class as usual.

He saw Amanda walking through the corridor. She smiled at him. Hayden's heart skipped a beat.

Before he could start a conversation, the bell rang and Amanda got lost in the crowd.

Hayden felt alone. He felt pain in his chest.

This time he knew the reason.

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Hayden rolled on his bed with all his blankets. It was raining outside accompanied with Thunderclaps.

“Are you okay Hayden?”

Hayden opened his eyes, “A-Amanda?"

Amanda was sitting on his bed. She smiled at him.

“ Yes Amamda I am okay, Ju-just don't leave me”, Hayden grinned widely.

“You are not, Hayden don't lie.”

The smile in Hayden's face disappeared.

“Are you trully fine?” Amanda looked into his eyes, while tears rolled down her cheeks. “Let me go, Hayden”.

“No, No I can't!”, Hayden almost started sobbing. “ I can't leave you Amanda, not again.”

“Please Hayden, let me go”, Amanda's fragile body broke down in front of him. “I tried my best, I can't”

Hayden looked at Amanda, she was struggling hard. “I love you Amanda, don't leave me.”

Amanda smiled softly, “Let me go Hayden, I am dead.”

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Hayden opened his eyes. The bright rays of sun obstructing his view for a while.

7th February ,

Amanda's death aniversary. It has been a year, still those nightmares haunt him.

The news of her death in an accident was sudden and unexpected. Hayden couldn't even confess his love.

He was left alone and lost in this world with those regrets.

But this time He was determined to live his life, Its time to let her go.

He took his cellphone and dialed a number-

“Hello Leviana, can we meet?”

~**THE END**~

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