My thoughts were interrupted when my phone lit up showing there was a text from someone. I picked it up and it was from Jungkook. "Oh yeah. I almost forgot we decided to talk." I groaned. "But now I am in no mood to talk. I might break down Infront of him."
Regardless, I pushed my thoughts somewhere behind my mind and got up, washed my face, looked in the mirror and repeated my motto. Face it. I went downstairs and there he was sitting, waiting for me. He stood when he saw me.
"Hey. You wanted to talk." His cluelessness hits even worse. "Uh yeah. Wanna watch a movie first?" He looked hesitant. But nodded. I head up and he comes behind me. We settle down to watch it. Maybe this way I will get the confidence to speak?
When half of the movie was over. I decided to confront him. "I want to tell you something..." Jungkook looked at me. "hm?" I went silent again. Trying to find the right words. The words that are on my tongue but won't come out. "I... It's actually... That uhm... Kelly ain't as nice as she seems!" Shit. A Blunder. The chance? Gone! Why is it so hard.
He looked confused. "Are you even hearing yourself? Do you know what you're saying?" I looked at him. That's definitely not what I wanted to say but to now keep it going I had to say something... Anything! think of something quick! Damn it! "She... Bully people. You know that too. She is a gold digger, full of herself, arrogant and what not?!"
Jungkook looked pissed. "People change! How can you even say something like that about her? She does that because she has her reasons and insecurities. And I will help her come over them!" He looked away harshly. Dang it. This is definitely not what I had in my mind.
"You think you can change her??? You think it's easy? Do you-" he cut me off. "Besides! Loving someone definitely does not mean changing them according to you! You like them because they are them... Yeah she might have her flaws! But she is beautiful with them." I was so hurt.
"MAYBE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS THAT!" I shouted. "AND she needs only one to understand her! Rest shouldn't matter!" I looked at him... Disappointed. "What about me?" He looked at me confused."What about you?"
"Here I thought you were my friend! You understood me! You knew me!" I said. Now there were tears in my eyes. I didn't want to sound so weak but here I am. Crying, practically begging. "You know what? I have had enough of your nonsense! Kindly sort your thoughts and then say something! You are sick." He shouted and kept pointing at me with his index finger. At that point, I really didn't know what to say anymore. Have I really lost my mind? Along with him?
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