The Last

It's been a week or two since that incident happened. Time fly fast. What I planned didn't happen. Taehyung never stops following me, and I realized that YOLO. I must enjoy my life until the end, and enjoying it means being with the one I love- Taetae.

But...

Everything is inevitable, and that one thing that will certain to happen is going to that place.

"Honey, Are you ready? Tomorrow's our flight."

"Yup! I am more than ready, Dad." I cheerfully said. I don't want him to know that I don't want to leave seoul. I want to help him to achieve his dream by being with him and with mom.

"Good. Now, sleep little girl." He smiled. I smile back, he left me and shut the door.

I lay myself on the bed and sigh.

This will be the last night with my comfortable bed. I'll miss everything here. most specially, Tae.

I close my eyes.

He don't even know that I'm leaving. Am I a bad bestfriend for not telling it? I don't know... I'm so confused right now. Why life is so unfair?

"Tae..." I'm almost asleep when my phone ring. That familiar ringtone. I look at the wall clock, it's almost 10pm in the evening. A sudden rush of emotions flow thru my system.

"H-hello?..."

"Andrea..." Hearing his deep voice makes me want to cry. I'll surely miss his manly voice.

"W-why?"

"Why your stuttering? Are you alright?"

"Yes... I'm alright. why did you call? "

"Uhmm... Can you go outside?"

"W-why? It's already late..." I said, but my feet has a own brain and walk towards the window only to see Taehyung outside while holding his phone.

"Hi!" He said and smile. What the hell? Why his here? I immediately wear a jacket then I run downstair and go outside.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him.

"Nothing. I just want to see you." He smile again.

He suddenly hold my hand and intertwine his hand with mine. I feel a sudden rush of blood with my face. H-he holds my hand? We walk while holding each others hand. Why the hell I am feeling this emotion? Why the hell I feel so secured and safe with him?

"T-tae..."

"Why?" He ask and smile at me. His innocent smile that could melt anyone's heart.

"W-why are you doing this?" I look away from his stare. I don't know if what he said is true. And if it's true, I don't want him to hope that we can be together. Im leaving tomorrow.

"Because I love you." His deep voice is serious. I gulp. I'm sorry tae. I want to tell you that I love you too, but I'll just going to be hard for both of us if I do that.

"I don't fcking love you! And you know why I'm ignoring you this past days? 'Coz I don't want to see your annoying face anymore! I regret being your bestfriend!" I push him and run. I run fast as I could. My fcking tears starts to fall. My mindsays that my fcking decision is right while my heart says the opposite. And why I'm expecting him to follow me? Why my fcking heart wants to run back and tell him what I say awhile ago is just a fcking joke?

I found myself sitting on a swing. My tears never stop from falling, I let them fall.. well, maybe this can ease the heartache.

I hate myself. I hate the situation. I hate everything! Life, why so cruel?

Maybe the clear dark sky heard my sorrow and cry with me. Now it's raining. I was expecting the raindrops to hit me but it never happens.

A pair of black eyes meet my gaze. I-it's him, Taehyung!

My cry turns to a loud cry. All I could hear is my sobs and the raindrops that hits the ground. Why are you making this hard for me?

"Please... Stop following me, It's no use at all. I will still hate you!" I push him.

"I will stop following you and will never

you anymore, but..." I look at his eyes. I-is he crying? no! His not crying and even if he do, I don't care!

He will hate me after this, but it's the only way.

"But what?!" I keep my voice angry and stop my sobs.

"Forgive me... I will stop bothering you, but please... Forgive me. D-don't hate me, Andrea..." His tears went down to his cheek. I want to comfort him, I want to hug him and say that I'm not mad.

"I can't."'coz you don't even did anything wrong.

"J-just forget me and... and move on."

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"Honey, Are you alright? You look pale." 3am, it's just an hour before we leave seoul.

"Yeah mom. I'm alright." Mom nodded at me and left my room. Everyone is busy but here I am, laying on my bed. My eyes are swollen 'coz of the fcking tears of mine that never stops from falling.

I just check my phone. 3 unreaded message from 2 different people. The other one is from Erika, my classmate. She asked me if I'm free tonight. Party. I didn't reply. The other two is from the same person. Tae's mom.

It's Taehyung Mom. Your friend is in the hospital right now, he got hit by a car last night.

I got goosebumps. He got hit by a car? I immidiately run downstair. I need to see him. I'm sure it's just a fcking prank of him. Aishh! I swear, I'm gonna kick hiss ***! I ride a taxi and tell the driver the location.

Shit... Why I am nervous? It's just a prank! I shouldn't worry!

When the cab stop, I immediately enter the hospital. I was expecting to see Tae with his square smile, but I don't see him. I remember, the owner of this hospital is his father. Maybe his just hiding and he wants me to find him. I ask the 'information' section.

"Uhmm...Where is Taehyung?" I ask her. Surely, she knows Tae. Everyone in this hospital know him because his the owner's son.

I got irritated with her silence.

"C'mon! Tell me where is he. I'm not in the mood with his pranks."

"H-his in room 195."I swear to all saints, I'm going to kick his *** off!

Room 195

I slowly open the door... I almost cry when i saw him.

(Present)

"I won't forgive you..." I said. The sky still cries.

"I'm sorry if im not by you side when you need a crying shoulder. I'm sorry if I'm not with you when you turn 18. I'm sorry-"

"STOP! I cover my ears with my hand. I don't want to hear it...

"I won't forgive you, unless you come back..." Unless you come back to your body.

"You know I can't do that, right?" He whisper. A cold air touch my skin.

"Then why you're still here?" It's been 2 years. Two years of being broken by that tragedy. Now, I'm talking to him no, I'm talking to his soul. Not just this day that i saw him, I always see him everwhere.

"Are you scared of me?"

"Tae... Please, Free yourself. If your tired of fighting, let go... Don't make this hard for all of us. It's been a fcking two years, But you never wake up. Please if you have any plan of waking up, do it now." I want him to wake up! I miss him... So much...

"As much as I want to, but I can't. I still have a unfinish business here."

Unfinish business?

"What?"

"You still don't forgive me."

"What if i told I never get mad at you?Are you going to leave, now?" My heartache. I want to free him, but at the same time I don't want him to leave.

"And this last business of mine."

"W-what is it?" I ask him, never leaving our eye contact. He step forward.

"I just want to know if... If you feel the same way. I-if you love me like how I do." Is that all? He want to know if I also do love him? What if it's a yes? He's going to leave, right?

"W-what if I say yes?"

"Then I must kiss you." He grab my waist and kiss me in the lips. He passionately kiss me, slowly and gently sucking my lower lip. I got lost by his Marvelous tongue. We shared a long and a very sweet kiss. I'm gasping for air when he finally let go of my lips. Damn! That was hot.

He look at me in the eyes, as if he'll lost me. But not, his the one I'm going to lost. His going to leave, right? His going to leave me without a heart inside my chest 'coz my heart belongs to him, only him.

"A-are you going to leave, now?"my voice cracked.

"Yes. But that doesn't mean that I'll leave you. I will always here for you... I love you." He whisper as his Silhouette starts to fade slowly, like a smoke in the thin air.

"I love you too... Very much."

End

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