First Love

Andrea

It's just a normal day for a normal girl like me, and a usual routine. I start to walk slow at the road and mesmerize the beautiful sunrise. Many people pass by and a very usual and boring day. My day went well, I take a math exam and I just got 15 over 30, but it's alright. I really know it myself, that I don't have any talent in solving math problems. I pack all my things and walk to my house. As I look at the sky, it looks like it will rain and I am right.

"Oh god!" I scream as the rain touches my skin.

It's raining very hard. I look into my watch and really want to curse that time. It's already 5pm! I supposed to be lying in my bed and listening to my favorite music right now, but the rain ruined my ideas.

"Fine. I'll just take a quick bath after this." I said. I start to walk but I immediately stop when I realized that there's someone holding an umbrella that cause me not to be wet by the rain.

"You still don't bring an umbrella. Tsk."I-It's Him, Kim Taehyung! I manage to give a fake smile. I shouldn't feel nervous and I shouldn't cry in front of him. He should know that I am strong enough to live without him.

"Yah! Notice me Please." Hearing his words makes me want to cry. How much I love this guy... But no, I should be strong.

"Andrea? Are you still there?" I didn't try to look at him and continue walking while he follows me.

"Still mad at me?" I want to tell him that I never get mad at him and that I love him more than anyone in this world do, but I can't. I really can't.

I stop walking so he does. I face him and plaster a death glare.

"Stop following me." I said monotone.

"How can I? You still didn't forgive me. I will never get tired of chasing you until you told me that you already forgave me." I didn't recognized that my tears starts falling. How could he be like that? How could he manage to apologize even if it's not his own fault but mine? Right?

Then all the memories of me with him flashbacks.

"Yah! Andrea wait!" A running Kim Taehyung said. I immidiately stop from walking when I saw him.

"Why?" I ask him. It's been a long time when I try to keep distance from him. I don't want it, but I can't do anything about our situation.

"What's wrong with you? It's been a while since we last ate lunch. Are you mad at me?" I smile. A weak smile.

"Af course not." I said and look away from his gaze. My conscience is eating me, but I should do this. I should. It's for the best.

"Then let's eat lunch together." While he is dragging me I remember why I should stay away from him. It is because I will not staying longer here in Seoul. My dad decided to go to Canada to pursue his career and we will be staying there for long and if that thing happen I know he will be hurt. I don't wanna hurt him 'coz I love him. I love him more than a best friend.

All the time we're eating I always stare at him. This might be the last month of my stay here. This might be the last month I'll be seeing that square smile of him.

"C'mon. Stop staring at me. I might lost my control and kiss you." My eyes widen woth his word.

"W-what?" I asked him even if I heard it clear.

"N-nothing." He said and look away. Why do I feel so disappointed? Argh! I'm crazy. I shouldn't be thinking this way. Im just his bestfriend. I just continue eating and set aside my crazy thoughts.

All day he never leaves my side, he even sit besides me every subject. He wrote something on a piece of paper and gave it to me, we usually do this when it's math time 'coz we might caught talking to each other of our savage teacher- Min Yoongi.

I know there's something's bothering you.

I look into his eyes. Even though I can't read him, I know his sad. Shit. He shouldn't be.

I'm fine. Just school stuffs. You know math sucks.

Then I gave it to him.

He read it and look at me with his blank stares. What I hate the most is his unreadable eyes. Whenever I look into them I can't tell if his happy or what. He, again write something on the back of the paper and give it back to me.

Don't worry. I'll treat you snack.

I look at him and when he saw me staring at him, he plaster his square smile.

What to do now? I don't want to reject him, but how can he forgot me if I'm always with him? I didn't really know what to write. If I'll reject him or not, but the bell rang and save my soul.

I hurriedly pack my thing and run fast. Maybe my answer to his offer is a no.

"Andrea Yah! Where are you going? wait!?" I run fast as I could, but it's not enough because his already right besides me.

"Stop running. As if you could escape from me." I didn't stop running. that's why he grab my right arm, harshly.

"Hey!" I complain.

"I know there's really something that's bothering you right now. Tell it to me, Andrea." He said as he pull me closer to him. I didn't speak even a single word nor meet his eyes. I can't.

"Please, Tell me..." I keep myself silent. How I want to tell him all my problems. How I want to feel his comforting words. How I want to cry in his shoulder right now, but I can't.

"Andrea..."

"...please look at me. You know you can trust me, right?"

"Look at me..." I shut my eyes tight I'm so confuse right now. I don't know what to do, but there's one thing I'm sure. I won't waste that one month with him.

I hug him, tight as I could.

"Teahyung..."

"...I-I'm sorry." I whisper. Tears start to fall. Argh! Fcking tears! Stop!

He hug me back and gently caress my back.

"Shh... Stop crying." He cupped my face and swipe away my tears using his thumb. He lean his head closer to mine.

His lips touch my forehead.

"Whatever your problem is, Always remember I'm here. Arasso?"I nod, but I still can't control my sobs.

His lips touch mine.

My eyes widen on what he did. H-he kissed me on lips? Ohgod! I must be dreaming!

"W-why d-" he cut my words by sealing my lips again.

"I love you, Andrea. I love you more than a friend." He stare at me like I am the most precious thing in this world. Am I dreaming? Please if this is just a dream, don't ever dare to wake me up.

"Y-you got to be kidding me." Please Taehyung... Don't give me false hope.

"I wish I am, but I'm not."

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I really made this story for my Taehyung biased Friend, Andrea. Mianhe chingu I forgot your username, but You know who you are haha...

P.s it's just a short story consisting of 2 or maybe 3 chapter. Not certain, but hope you like it guys! Just bear with my grammar.

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