Chapter 1.

It's a hot summer of march, I'm watching the guest enjoying the beach, the children playing in the sand, the family bonding together, the couple who's full of love to each other, the group of teenager who's going to beach to swim. And myself who taking a walk on the side of the beach, it's a great day for me waking up in this kind of place far a way to the crowded place in the city. Here I feel peace and relax. I want to relax my mind and heart, my friend told me I need this so I could forget about red, forget about what happened to our relationship, my friend know how I love red I love him so much, that I willing to fight him, but it's turn it's meaningless, he lied to me, he lied to my family, I have no face to face my family because of him, I'm so fool that I didn't lessened to my family about him, I trust him so much, soo much. I sat on the sand watching the ocean and I ask myself why he did this to me, after we spend 5 years of relationship now it's all vanish in the air, I cried again, and again and again, I ask myself again we're am I lack? since I give everything to him. yes they are right! if you give love to much you gonna hurt to much, I didn't know that my tears flow from my eyes, I decided to go back to my hotel.

I sat on my bed and cry I thought going here, will help me to ease the pain but it's not, it's feels like I go back to our happy memories.

I cry and cry, until no more tears flow to my eyes, when I close my eyes I heard my phone rang, I took it not looking at the screen.

"hello? " I said.

"where are you? "

"whose this? "

"this is me your sister, what are you there going alone? are you planning to die huh" .

my sister shout at me, I felt she's so worried.

"give me your damn location and I will pick you there! do you hear me aki? " she added.

"you're to busy to drop by sister I want to be alone for now". I said.

"no I will come to you no matter what"

"just give me your fucking location damn it".

she shout on me.

I smile, " OK OK I sent you via what's up.

"Good".

I sent here my location, and close my eyes and try to sleep, I must be thankful that I have a sister like her, who I can rely on just like this situation.

she's afraid that I will do the same thing before that I try to kill myself because of so much depression. thanks to my sister she's the best sister that I ever had.

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