Do You Even Need Me? (Remake) [Part 1]

I don't have many friends. Honestly, I only had 3. And all of you guys want me to leave her. Leave the pain behind and just...well run but I know she will changes. Look, I love her. Ever heard people changed for someone they love. I know she will changes! I know she will,..right?

Don't say that! You may think your helping me but your not..telling me to leave the person that affection me for me. Yeah, I know she does things and our relationship is ambiguous but we still love each other and we honor.

I'm Sorry.

Why does this have to happen to me? I want her to be with me by my side. I want her. I need her. I can't live without her. Your my everything.

There's a reason why I picked you.

We're married.! But all that you are worrying about is have sex with me. Over and over. But it's okay. I mean it. I forgive you. I love you.

I know you take everything so far, to the point I can't hold on. Am not strong or good to see in the eye. I was thin, sometimes am unstable to move and always dirty. Rather I fall, bleeding or getting beat up.

She always do it hard with me. Everyday, it's something new. And everyday I feel something new. Rather it's bad or good. We will do it anywhere, anytime that she want to do. I was fine with it. It hurts, but I didn't care. Just as long she with me she doing.

"Shhh...its okay babe. Don't cry, am here." She bite the left side of my ear. "ahummn"

"Hey" She reply while going down, between my legs. Undressing my pants. "I want it babe. Please"

"O-okay.."

I notice that she was bleeding, 'down there'. But I figure out she was on her period. She was moaning, getting louder. She was having a partty with my d*ck. Normaly I feel disgusting when we do this on her period, but every time she move, I get harder. It got to the point I flip her around, making me the top. My **** was so far inside of her I never felt. I couldn't stop myself.

"Ss-lyerr.." trying to reply to me but I didn't hear her. I was getting harder every second. I can smell her blood that is dropping down through my d*ck. But I push her to the wall she can hold on and not me. Oh, I should say were we doing this, in some alleyway. Damn. She wasn't even touching the floor. I was holding on to her legs. I squeeze her thighs and rubbing them were her little toy is. "Slyer Slyer!...am am ahhu~" I felt her ***. But I wasn't finished. I kept on going. "Ahhmm..Slyer, I-I..." I let go of her legs and I grad her ***. Just squeezing the hell out of them. While pushing my d*ck in and out of her toy. She kept cumming. "Slyer.." Shit..she losing herself. Well, good think this is about to be over. "ahm..,babee am cumming"

"wa-iit..ahu..mmau, y-you--rr not waering yourrr condom"

"And? heh..ahum. You want it. Say it."

"ah, ahhumm....I-I..ye..s" I start moving fast, slapping her ***. "S-slyer!" She wants me to *** but am not buying just 'yes'. I want more. "come on, you think saying that to me will make me c*m"

"ahuu...mmm...Slyerrr, ple-ase. I-I want your ****. I want you t-to c*m. p-please" She was begging me, didn't think it work. I give her all of my juice to her. When I pull out, she fall to the floor. Couldn't even get up.

"S-slyer...I think your trying to get me pregnant" She wiper, "Oh?" While putting my pants on. She looked at me with anger, "Yes! We are not hav-" I kissed her so she will shut up. "I rarely do this babe, so be happy. I know your happy of that sex. "Just get these pills."

"mm..fine" with annoying looked

"I love you" I added

"Love you too"

I took her to the hospital the other day. She wasn't pregnant. She got happy about that. But the doctor did tell us no more play time for a while. I got very happy by that news, we don't have to have sex. I want to have a one on one conversation with her. She trusts doctors more than anything so I know she will follow the rules. But just by looking at her, she mad.

When we got home to our little apartment. She hit me. Abusing me because she can't have sex. Then I cried. She looked at me crying and kneel downI apologize to me over and over. She told me she felt good and very happy that I fucked her this time and hard. But she explained herself why she was mad at me, making herself the innocent one. But I was okay with it. Yeah I do fcuking hate it when she do this shit to me, I hated it. I forgive her. I still let her do anything to me...anything..

What the **** is wrong with me?

Nothing is wrong. This is what a normal relationship do. We love each other.

I worked so hard for your love. I still love you. Feels good hun? I'm sure my mother is so proud of me before she was gone with a smile.

....

What am I joking. Our relationship is not even a relationship. More of a ****-buddy. But I don't mind it. Am happy just to be with her. Even though she don't see me as anything most likely.

Mom, I know I mess up, am so sorry....sorry for lying.

My "wife" is the only thing I have left in this family..

Years went by and I saw that boy form the movie. He looks like he waiting for someone...oh, of course, its my wife. They talked for a bit and he give her some good *** money it seems. Why here in this small store? And why she getting money form him. Then they both walked different direction.

I felt cocky and I follow him. It was a 30 minute walk. We're not at the store no more, but he went to a bar?I didn't know there a bar here. It was some what close by to my house. It still monring. I texted my wife I will be home late because of my job. She was fine with it, thankfully.

He sit down to the bartender to get drinks. Though I should join him. Am already here.

"Will you like to drink with me?" I asked. He agreed. Surprisingly, but I though talking with him will bring up something but we kept on talking. Hours went by. He was a chill guy. He funny, good looking and really open. He was saying about his family history of how his dad was in the army. And how he want to be army too. I didn't really care about that. I just learn about why he give my wife cash. But we both were drinking. It was a bad idea to join him drinking. We both were drunk..I ask him if he want some fun tonight.

He agreed. And it seems like he knows a good place to do it. Behind the bartender, there are these rooms for "lovers" to have fun. We went there and he push me down to the bed taking out the clothes I was wearing. Which they pretty much shit.

My clothes are just some random crap I thought I could put together. But when he start licking my lower half of me. I was scared, I never try this before. I never have sex with someone but my wife. Is this a good idea to do? I can't, I can't. I promised, but my body want him. Shit. The boy ask me if I was alright and also saying if I want this. I never had someone asking me this. He so nice.

I kiss him to answer his question. Then his hands went down basically making me moan. I honestly don't mind it, he did it softly which am not used to so I keep moaning. I told him he can go ruff with me but he said, "I will take my time with you. Am not wasting a beauty like yours" He grinned at me, then kiss me.

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