Can You Hear Me Out? (Remake)

You know not anyone has a beautiful side in them, deep down with in..not even her. You know it's hard to wish for someone to found someone that treat her the way I treated her.

As for why? Who gives a shit right? No one want to know. Even the ones that cares. They just doing it for something out of it, right. Don't laugh, and then giving me a puppy eyes. F*ck this shit.

Oh. I'm Slyer Walker by the way. Sorry about that. I should explain why am writing this, in jail. First, let's start off by understand life. Life is unfair, and not something you understand. Its unknown.

Yeah there's good. But it can changed. It's like walking to a path you didn't asked. It doesn't matter. Your there, so no bitching. It wasn't there's fault, it was yours...maybe.., that's how she felt, you know.

I have been missing you...I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. Am sorry. I didn't know, maybe I will if I fucking knew this will happen.

But I can't. See, called of life. This wasn't my plan I wanted. That went to my inhuman.

Bang Bang Bang

When hearing 3 bangings, you think of murder. Killing. Death. And Byes. I don't hear that. I hear my health going down.

Well, it's like this 'No. No. No NO. Don't listen please. Can you hear that? That's the tears of all the sins that you give me. Please.' That's pertty much that.

Heh, that's right. I l○¥€d you but I don't know. Let me see. Oh, that's right. You only use me for sex, sex that, sex this. What else you want? My whole fantasy? I fucking l-

Got out of control

It's alright just not eve--

Just forgot about that part...am just kidding...but I can say I was her slave am I sweety?

But I have a question for you though.

When I was following, you were with a boy. He's a young guy. Am pretty sure at that time, we were around 25 - 27. I keep following you to were you guys where at the movie. I didn't care what the movie is. I just following you. There's no need to, but I did pay to go to the movie to be near you. But then I saw something that got me mad a little bit. I know you were a bitch sometime, but being a fucking slut for him?! Your taken, TAKEN! In the middle of the movie, you kissed him. Heh, so your telling me your into younger men? He looks like a kid to me, around he's 17 I think. But why? Why? I bet you he doesn't know how to drive yet or have a job maybe. I don't think he can care for you like I do. Maybe he can do it but I was first to take you. Well, you didn't went to his place. Your lucky am 'okay' with you kissing and dating other people. I know you been cheating on me. Hell we even talked about it. You won't **** anyone but only me and I won't cheat on you, unlike you. But I have to say he does looks some f*cked boy you were "playing" with. I lost my mind.

You use to say we are in love..but was it a lie? Did you lie to me?

What? Why am I even asking? I mean it did start at the beginning did it..?

We were just fucked up people. And I still love you..

Don't play with your medicines with me babe.

You already know I will go first with your medicine.

But you still care about our relationship. You still love me even though you messing with me. I love you too babe.

WHY DO YOU STILL FUCKING LOVE ME IF YOUR DOING THIS CRAP WITH ME?? MESSING WITH MY FEELINGS, MESSING WITH YOU, MESSING WITH ANYTHING. WHY DO YOU STILL BEING WITH ME!!!

..why do I still love even through all of this...

Do you want me to tell you that your okay? Am here?

Now all that am asking go find a man that treats you the way you treated me, like I said "before".

I know it can be hard fo-- no for me honestly but quote this, "I been given up but lose it"

Why is our love so suicidal?

I love you.

Remember the time when we were in bed just making out and I was holding your soft hand that I don't want to lose. Just showing l○¥€ and then you telling me for 10 years or even more you I love you and will you marry me? Am not even sure how I will explain the feeling I felt. Just know it was something you don't think love can do. Of course I said yes to her at that time, but it was funny how she bowed down putting one knee down. Given me the most handsome, beautiful ring I could ask for. I think that's the frist time that she made me h.a.p.p.y. But man, akind fucked up she 'asking me to marry her' I thought, I thought I am the one was supposed to do that. But I didn't care really. I felt special for the frist time.

But of course, good things have to end. A few days later I found out that she stole the money that we were saving up for our bills that I mean THAT we most pay FOR.

You thought it was a good idea that to give me a wedding ring. When we were the owner asked us, this was our last time before we go homeless.

Then some old walked past me and called me "thief". I was confused as fcuked but somehow I calmed her down and she explained. Someone stole her ring and she run for it but she's old so it makes sense she got tired. I lied to her and said I just found this not that long ago and I gived her, her ring. We talked for a bit about it, saying sorry, you know. just the normal stuff. But it made me think. How did she lose all our money on?

Oh I remember we fought and fought over of it. Yea I was happy to marry you, but there's the different when you took someone else ring but then your not answering my question of what you did to the money we were saving. When that shit happened, I learned I know nothing about her.. why can't you just tell me what you did to the money?

I guess you just like when we are having sex. You just use the sex as an apologies most of the time. And we made up. Its funny to say that, that's the only thing your good at right? How many times did we do this shit angin? To many to say.

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