The Good Girl

1. fuck the first night

Sitting on the bed, I looked out the window dressed in bridal attire. Did I really make the right desicion? But I have caught feelings for Vijay Tiwari. And now I am here married to his son. This is so wrong!

Okay let's just pretend as if I am happy with his son, Sanjay Tiwari. For my father's sake, for the relatives' sake and especially for Vijay's sake.

I was so lost in thoughts that I didn't even see the door open. The room filled will the smell of alcohol. What the fuck?

Did he just come drunk to our wedding night?

I was horrified.

He walked towards me. Fuck he couldn't even walk properly. I was about to hold him so that he doesn't fall on the floor and doesn't hurt himself.

But he lost his balance and fell on top of me. He reeked of alcohol. I was feeling heavily nauseous.

It took every bit of strength in me to push him away.

My wedding night was a blunder.

I couldn't stay in the same room. I hated the smell of alcohol. What do I do?

Finally after some minutes I decided on leaving Sanjay as it is on the floor and leaving the room.

I went outside. A little exploration.

Downstairs I sat on the sofa thinking about my life.

+Flashback+

I don't like this. Not at all. This idea of coming to the party was bullshit. All my plans got ruined. But i guess i can survive this a little longer for the sake of papa. But you know the funny thing? Papa and mummy disappeared among the crowd as soon as we arrived. This is hell. Oh god! How much I want to go back home , back in my comfort zone!

But oh well, papa wouldn't be very happy. It was hard for him to get an invitation to a party like this.

"Should i get a cold drink?", I thought.

"Oh like hell, i should".

It wasnt hard to find the bar section of the party. Wait, how do you ask for a drink? How the fuck? Thats why you should go out more Nandini. I mentally scolded myself.

"Um, ma'am uhm... ", i fumbled. Oh fuck, how do we say it? Do you request? Or do you order? Oh l- "Do you want wine?", a voice emerged of the blue.

"I am not interested sir-", i spoke as i turned around the face the man who just offered me wine. I was literally blinded when i faced him. He was tall, like really tall as compared to me.

"Then what drink a beautiful lady like you would love to have ,my dear?", he spoke again but my eyes were fixated at his face. Damn, he was so... sexy?

I didn't knew I was staring at him until a waiter broke our moment. "Sir, ma'am would you like to any anything?".

"Win-", he turned to the waiter.

"I don't drink. Sir.", i blurted out. Oh shit. Did I make any wrong move? He stared at me for a very long time.

"Two Plain cold drinks, then. ", he spoke to the waiter without breaking any eye contact with me.

As the waiter left us, he smiled and said "didn't expect you to not drink love".

"What's your name darling?"

"It's Nandini...."

He extended his hand towards me and removed the hair from my face. I was awestruck. Totally blank.

I could fucking faint.

"I am Vijay Tiwari. I am glad to meet you. Nandini."

I love the way he says my name. The way he speaks my name makes me feel all tingly.

"You are really very ethereal, jaan"

"Jaan?"

"You don't like it? Jaan?", he spoke titling his head to one side .

I fumbled.

"Nandini... I was looking for you.", my Papa's voice broke me out of the trance. I blinked several times before i turned towards papa.

"Good evening Mr Tiwari. It's a beautiful party. Isn't it?", papa greeted him.

He knows him? Well why wouldn't he?

"Good evening.", Vijay Tiwari replied.

"I hope Nandini didn't bother you "

"Not at all. Actually we chatted for a bit. "

"I had a um proposal for you Mr Tiwari."

"Yes go ahead"

"Let's talk about it over Dinner, Mr Tiwari".

"Sure thing. Well let me just call my son too"

"Sure sir."

Papa and ma dragged me towards the other end of the hall. "We have made a desicion Nandini. "

"What? What desicion?", I asked curiously.

"You are getting married."

"What! To whom? How? When?", I was extremely shocked. Nope. This can't happen.

"The person you were talking to... Mr Vijay Tiwari... His son"

"What the. Papa. I do not want to marry. I am only 22. What's the... Papa i haven't completed my studies yet."

"You may continue after marriage. But the point is it's time we turn this business relationship into a close relationship by marriage ".

"Papa..."

"I will hear nothing from you. "

"Papa. His son won't even agree!"

"Actually it was he himself who came up to us with the offer"

I was feeling... Wierd.

I just had a crush on Vijay Tiwari. Well I know he is older than me and everything but... Yet! Well. I can't marry his son! I don't even know who he is or how he is!

"I hope I am not interrupting", i felt a presence behind me. I swiftly turned around to see Mr Tiwari and a young man with him which i assume to be his son.

"No Mr Tiwari. We are glad you are here"

"Well my son was telling me that he has fallen for a woman here. ", i stared at him in disbelief.

A few moments ago he was flirting with me.

And now..

What the fuck.

"Well the kids have grown up now", ma added.

Situation was escalating pretty quickly and the next thing i know is they are talking about marriage. What the fuck? Oh my god.

+Flash back end+

A tear rolled down my eyes. How did my life turn out like this? This isn't what I imagined my life to go. Where am I stuck?

How do I... Deal with this... How?

Will i be able to spend my life like this?

My eyes were burning yet the tears wouldn't stop. I need to be strong. No. You cant cry Nandini. You are stronger than this.