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I lost everything and every single person whom I loved in my life .I had a grandfather who loved me more than my own father .I was his daughter's child but he loved me like his daughter .I spent most of my beautiful moments of life in his arms as I was a kid . . He was everything for me .He values me more than his son's child .I had beautiful moments of my childhood with my grandfather. . He gave all of his love to me. I love my grandfather. But one day, the thing happened that I didn't believe. My grandfather died and left me alone in this cruel World. I didn't believe and was playing as usual but when I saw him lying on a bed without any move I ran to my mom as I was scared and I saw her crying . My all family members was crying. Then I realized that my friend was telling truth that my grandfather died. Still when ever I have thought of I start crying. I loved him. . I moved towards my life when I was of 8 years old I lost my friends whom I loved. Because my parents changed my school. I didn't greet them last time . I handled myself hard . . A incident happened again that my sister died after having birth by mom . My parents kept this secret from me. My grandmother told me about this after a year this incident happened. When she told me about my sister I was shocked to hear that. I always wished to have a sister but Now I have two brothers among my brothers I am the youngest one. Everyone whom I loved leaves me alone. So I gave up on loving someone and now I don't even believe that the word like LOVE really exist or not. Now I only have my grandmother left whom I love and I don't wanna lose her.Because she is my life. Although I have my parents with me they also love me but they love my brothers too. And that's the reason I can't share my parents love even with my brothers..They give me everything necessary for my life . But love can not be given through things and money. I don't know why they don't understand this. I started thinking that my life is a rubbish but my life changed once again when I got admission in a new school. My life brought new things new people new concepts to me. And I started realizing that life is to much beautiful but it was not more than a dream. First I started loving a person but than I realized I was right that love doesn't exist. (Author's message: Guys I know my English is not good sorry for this as I am of 16 years I shared my story till now. But later on after 16 years I will imagine about my life and make you people enjoy this. I hope you guys will like it .Thanks for reading this novel. )

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