My Story

Unlike the others I’m unapproachable, no one dares look at me, just because I’m from a poor family you can’t make fun of me, why is it always me.

Sometimes when I walk back home I think of the bad memories of the past, the way I was treated the hate I got. It was as if I was having a nightmare, I wished I could wake up sometimes I would tell myself all of this is a dream one day I would wake up from it. But never have I known what the future holds, I just wanted a normal life like the others. I keep repeating to myself why am I unlike the others why did I have to be poor, dirty, ugly I would always blame myself. Over the time I got used to everyone’s stare and threats, at first I was scared and feared they would do something bad to me. As a young child I tought the world was beautiful filled with many good people, I had a beautiful dream it was so amazing that I could tell it will never happen. Tch I used to be so stupid what was I thinking I no longer believe in dreams nor do I believe in love. All of that I just a waste of my time. I forgot to introduce myself the name is Xue meaning snow, I was born in winter this always reminded me that I was cold and dared not believe in anything or accept any kindness from anyone. After all every thing is fake trust isn’t a word in my book nor is love. I just wanna dissapear somewhere far away from this cruel world.

Let’s just say I’m going to start a new year as a junior, in the place I hate the most, school. Even tho I’m poor I have this auntie who loves me so much to the point she thinks I’m her daughter. She hates my mom the most, let’s just say I don’t care anymore because as I said before love means nothing to me. She treats me really well and accepted me to stay with her for a year, she is kind to me and likes spoiling me better than my mom but she never shares the money to with my mom. To be honest I hate my family my mom always scolds me for not being 1st but 2nd my younger brother keeps thinking he’s the boss of the house and my older sister keeps spending our money on useless stuff. Ever since dad left us things have never been the same, mom started drinking more sister started going to bad places little brother started to fight and cause trouble at school. I’m glad I moved to aunt Yan Qing, she doesn’t love me calling her that so I call her yanny hehe. It annoys her more but I find it funny. Mom always told me not to get to close to aunt yanny because of her evil intentions but I’ve never seen her do anything bad. Actually mom always tells me to hide my beauty she always puts my hair into braids and forces me to wear glasses with plain clothes. Not only that but I’m required to wear this long pink earring, it looks like a cherry blossom tree with a jade green bunny. It’s quite cute I don’t mind wearing it however my mother seemed really scary when she forced me to wear it at all costs. To be honest I hate dressing like that but she says it’s for my own good, oh well I have school tommorow goodnight.

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