Prologue

I don’t understand what everybody loves about this world. People are slowly suffering, loosing their sanity, higher ups ignoring the people that need help. I guess that’s how life is in this world of ours. Am I wrong to think this world is pathetic. Someone could be right next you acting like someone superior than you, acting like they should be at top when really they are just as pathetic as the once they make fun of. They only way they can vent that ball of rage is to b aggressive and pick random fights to have everyone fear them because in their fantasy, that person feels superior, powerful , he looks down on us with those blazing eyes of raging fire and wants us obliterated. What had this world come to? Why is it in such a pathetic state? Why everywhere you turn the people you love are taken away by the hands of death? By the decaying agony of guilt that fills them. Why do people acting like nothing is happening around them? When everyone suffering alone in the darkness. When everyone is outcasted and begins to feel unwanted, not loved, waste of space. Was this world made for this drama? This guilt? Was it gods plan all along? Or do people just wanna make other indifferent?

Why must people respect others? Would you respect a killer? Why is that part of the rules? In school your told to take off your hood and hat and to look them in the eye to show respect. Whats the point of that? There is no meeting to that at all. This world means nothing. People are suffering along in the darkness and yes I am one of those people and my perspective of the world is different. So very different.

Oh did I mention my name is Alex nixion.

Also I’m gay, I know big shocker but this is the story of my life of my feeling and conflict with being unwanted, waste of space.

Author: ach hey y’all yes I know another story of boys life! I can’t help it I find boy perspective more interesting. But hey this isn’t a normal story of mine 😉. ALSO IM STIL IN THE SPOT OF CREATING CHARACTERS SO IF YOU WANT IN ON THE STORY DM ME

THIS STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING OF SOME POINT AND I MIGHT CHANGE THE NAME OF THE MC ANY ADVICE ON THE NAME TELL ME ach sorry forgot the caps.

I also am updating two episodes a week I have other stories to work on you know

And if you every want some story advice you can dm me aswell or comment in the chat

Love you all have a good day

Oh and don’t get sick like my stupid self did

We don’t even know if I have the corona 😒

Being sick is a pain in the ***.

Also please put who you want you character to be and photo if you wanna be in this only 5 people are needed so respond fast!

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