*my life is a mess*

hey there! it's Amelia again....... currently I am 17 yrs old.....n m gonna tell u how my totally messed up life took a turn over night.....how a mysterious yet familiar boy came into my life n bring so many changes in my life for good......so let's start......

as you all know I can't interact with many people or I can say I can't interact with anybody.....I just can't speak with my heart in front of anyone......I always end up saying something different from what I really wanted to say.... that made my life till now a mess......a complete total mess....

since I can't speak to anyone what I truly want people consider me as arrogant......as I don't reply and stay indifferent to them.... I always ignore them if they are talking to me cause I am afraid....

that I might hurt them..... I am afraid that I might say that may hurt their feelings.....

that left an impression of everybody that time being arrogant due to this ..... I don't have any friends.... and due to this I offtenly got verbally bullied......and nobody help me cause everybody thing that I am arrogant and unfriendly I think highly of myself so they don't bother to help me. because of that I continuously kept changing schools as I keep transferring from one school to another. but things were good in the beginning since I transferred here , the students in my new school were friendly and understanding.... at first they did understand my uneasiness and did not do not talk much to me....as they thought that I was trying to adjust in the environment and I must feel uncomfortable in the new environment so they gave me some space....

but as the time passes by.... I remain unchanged and ignored them...and their attempt to friendzoning me......and,.then their were these few girls , at first they thought that I was good looking , so they tried to take me in their so-called friend circle , but... after I refused them....they started to spread some false rumours about me....

as the word flies the whole School things me as arrogant and unfriendly....whatever did I don't know what else rumours were roaming in the school but I don't know why people started avoiding me.....nobody wanted to talk to me , as... I try to ask something they ignore me and just go their way and keep doing what they were doing....I became an outcast that everybody hated ....nobody wanted to talk to me

*Amelia's P.O.V *

"WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW......there are false rumours about we all over the school. People don't wanna talk to me, what should I do.... I don't even have any friends...even one.... only one friend who whom I can share my worries but still if I have one I won't be able to do so..☹️☹️😔😓... my life is a total mess"

but as the saying goes "Dark clouds will shatter one day"..... a miracle happened in my life that changed my life for good....

Soo...for knowing what happened...keep reading..😊

thank u for reading this ❤️

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