Chapter 1

"Let's break up." he said as i quitely sat at the end of the bed.

"Is that what you have to say after sex?" i laugh lightly and face him. And I saw a serious face I have never seen before.

"Are you serious? " i asked again. Confused.

And he let out a heavy sigh.

"Yes. I am serious. I should've done this long ago." as he said to me which makes me more and more confused.

"Why?" I asked again. Repeatedly.

"Why? Why? Did I do something wrong? What's wrong?" as my chest grew heavy I cling to him as if not letting him go.

"Nothing. Ok?" he said so calmly.

"What the hell? Is that it? Tell me your real reason. I'll understand." i told as I cry.

"Reason? Nothing more than just our relationship is fruitless from the beginning. Ok? You know it. What can we do instead of fucking and messing every single day? Nothing. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have dragged you into this. I'm sorry I made you sacrifice many things and people. Im sorry. But this has just to end. Just forget about me and get a real life. Get married abd be happy with a wife and children. Please. Its over." he said as he get dressed leaving me on top of the bed, crying.

"Why? After all this time you just gonna leave me like this?" my chest hurts to much. As if something is piercing it. And I cried and cried. Asking myself what jist happen. Where could have things went wrong between us. Is this a dream? The 3 year old relationship has got to be a dream.

After that night, I stood there at our apartment. As if still waiting for him to come home. His things was still there, shoes, clothes, his guitar and keyboard. Leaving them here, he was so in a rush that he had not taken his things away.

I have never imagined that my relationship with him will end this way. I know, most of the time, I may say too much. I get easily embarrassed in front of people, but we never had a fight, or argue so harshly that my lead into break up.

I will wait for him here. I will wait for his explanations whether it's something silly or too much, I will understand and accept it. But please, for now, explain this to me.

This feeling of being alone in this apartment grew a lonely feeling, looking back 3 years ago, what should I do to not severely makes us this way. Maybe we shouldn't have started or maybe I should've been stronger not to falter for him. These maybe's keeps making my chest hurts as I look at his keyboard, this time of day he would sit there a play a song for me while I feed him breakfast. Tomorrow will Saturday we should be going to date but why? Why am I sitting alone here. Thinking of this things that hurts me. Why did you end this with me. Chad. What have gone wrong?

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