So Much For My Happy Ending

I'm Not belonging

like a transplant rejected by a body

like a seed sowed in the wrong soil

like a scattered paper flying aimlessly

like a sun eclipsed by the moon endlessly

like a chapter never meant to be in a book

like a silent tornado imprisoned in body cells

like a flower hiding in the lowest of dream bushes

like a dreamer who stopped dreaming turning insomniac

like a good cartoon character stuck in the tower of evil

like jasmine which growth ceased murdered by its farmer!

Not Belonging........

like a scholar provoking hate, hostility and bloodshed

like a liar feigning the truth painting a made up sketch

like a made-up sketch drawn from sarcastically special colours

like colours made special from the bright redness of flesh

like colours made special from the bright greenness of a paper

like the beds of rebellions which always get eternal sleep-ins!

like a childhood painting of peace vanished in the whirls of war

like an orphan who never got to know a heart, home or safety

and like a comma patient who woke years elapsed to a Shock!

Not belonging to hell! he screamed! Get me Back to my comma!

this poem I wrote it 2 years ago when I lost everything I lost where I belong

every single person appeared in my life cheated me in a very awful way

but here I'm today

strong to fight no matter how much I pay

I still find my way

to the happiest ending, I may wait for so long...but I'm sure that I will get it somehow and some way...

*even if it's against my well

I should find my happiness in any possible way.....

I will run and climb the highest mountain.

hahaha, who am I fooling anyway there nothing called "happy ending or happy life"

it's all just a big lie they lied to us to not make us lose our faith...

life is not snow withe or Cinderella story who will find her prince in the end...

for me, life is just a forced marriage who won't let me find my happiness the person who won't let me live anyway. living my life just like a s*x machine, I'm NOT

I have a soul and I have a heart but life is so hard 😔*

If I try to love someone truly in my heart and he loves me back

this someone will go Maybe die or maybe who knows...

I'm not telling you this to make hate life or lose hope No, I'm just telling that this is my awful life without him

because I lost my child.... the only thing was keeping me still breathing I lost it

and I don't want to have a child with this man even if he forced me or hit me thousands of time...

Romeo this massage is for you: come back to save me now how could you left me for someone else...

I'm still dreaming of my happy ending with you ...

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