Come back to me....

dear husband :

When will you come back to me?.

I know you are gone to make your duty for your country...

But how about me?... And the little soul you left it inside me?... Did you forget your duty about us... You know how much I suffer every day...

I get scared in every news I can't sleep at night because I missed your breath beside me... I really need you there when I cry in my lonely nights... The days feel like years when I'm alone... When You were Gone the pieces of my heart are Missing you....all the clothes you left it Smells just like you... I remember all the words I need to hear to make me get through the day and make it okay... I miss you... Do you see how much I need you right now...

You are protecting people you are like a hero to them...

But what about me.? . How I supposed to protect myself without you... I know I should be a strong mother for our child... But there is so much pressure upon my shoulder... Sometimes I lose control of myself when I imagined you in front of me... Are you really just an imagination?... Was everything that happened between us is just a dream? ... But if it's really a dream then why I don't want to wake up... Everything reminds me of you...

You know the tree that we planted together. It's getting big now. I water it every day and with every single drop of water, my tears flowed over... The tree is grown with my tears... And you haven't returned yet... Everything in this house is Missing you... .why are you so cold-hearted person..please don't leave me alone...I'm begging you...

Have mercy on me... Why did you marry me if you are planning to leave me? Why did you make me love you and get pregnant in your child...just Why..?

Many questions inside my head and I want to tell you a lot of things ...

I do not regret it that I love you... And I will never love anyone but you in my whole life.. and I will love you a thousand times again if I had the chance...because we were made for each other...

I love you... please come back to me soon or I will go to you.. when our son gets older and can depend on himself...

I promise you that I will raise him very well and never makes him forget you... He will be a great man just like you...

And When the sun is going to rise again. and will be no more wars and no more pain... And the children will play again...

I will come to you, my love... Because I know the dead will never come back to life again...😔

And when I will see you I will be with you forever and will never leave your arms again...

Pain becomes poetry

so we may heal the wounds

and soften the scars... That's why I wrote this even though you will never receive it 😔

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