Chapter 4: The Meeting

But... two years later after the breakup... it was the 20th of September and I felt like I was in one of those depressive days again, that happening also because this date brought back some memories... So I went to Dreamland. Despite going through a lot in that place, it was also one of the places I felt most comfortable in.

I went inside the bar and I ordered myself a drink.

"Can I get a tequila, please?" I asked the bartender.

"Of course, give me a moment," he replied.

While I’m waiting for my drink to arrive, I see a tall and handsome man approaching my way.

"Mind if I take a seat?" he asked. His voice was deep and he had something about him that was making me feel quite nervous in his presence. I looked at him and I gently nodded my head 'yes'.

He smiled and ordered himself a drink and then he said,

"I'm Kenta. What’s your name?"

I looked at him for a short moment and then I replied,

"I'm Ren... nice to meet you." I softly smiled at him.

"Nice to meet you too, Ren."

I felt his powerful gaze on me... It was the first time I got such a feeling when I was with someone.

And... the way he said my name... I felt my knees getting weak.

I felt a really strange feeling and it was kind of scary. This man makes me feel things... but it's not just something... It’s the first time I ever feel this way — not even my ex made me feel like this.

I remained silent since I wasn't sure what I should say. I felt intimidated in the best way possible... He had such a strong outside, he seemed like a dominant person, like someone that knows what they want and they most definitely will get it.

"I saw you here all alone and I thought I should shoot my shot and ask... are you by any chance interested in men?" Kenta asked in a calm and confident tone. He seemed like he already knew the answer just by looking at me and my reactions... I felt transparent and naked in front of him.

Despite just meeting him, it seemed like he could read me and my thoughts.

"Oh um... yes. I’m bisexual."

God, I felt so awkward... I didn’t know why but this man was making me act all weird. I kind of liked it...

"Good, it's good to know," he said as he looked deep into my eyes. A small smirk approached the corner of his lips, making it obvious that he was pleased with my reply. Then he continued:

"Are you single?"

"Yes, I am... I suppose you are single as well since you've asked me this, right?"

My face was flushed. I didn’t think I would be able to feel such things, those strong feelings...

Despite just meeting him, this man made me feel things I haven’t felt in a long time and... some new things my ex hasn't been able to make me feel.

With my ex... well, it was something more childish, just like the relationship I had before him.

He just made me feel more in love than the girl did, but it was... just that. A love for the moment where I put my trust and heart on the table and expected to receive the same thing.

He did make me feel happy, but it didn’t feel like something too serious and long-lasting now that I look at it from the outside.

It was more like a young adult love, a new experience, and a mistake to learn from.

But this man somehow managed to make me feel an instant pull toward him in more than one way.

The physical part was obviously a big part, but the way he kept himself just fascinated me.

"That’s right. I am indeed single... and sort of looking for someone. Are you willing?

A one-night stand — I’m looking for a good time. No strings attached...

Or maybe we could exchange phone numbers and see where things go.

Of course, if you're up to it."

He paused for a moment and then continued:

"Sorry if I’m being too direct. I just saw something I like so I thought I should give it a go and ask if you’re open to something like that."

He smiled at me as he was calmly speaking.

"Um..." I looked at him feeling both intrigued and nervous.

I wanted to give it a try, I wanted to get out of my comfort zone, and I wanted to feel alive again — to feel the intense rush I’m seeking to feel again.

Thinking about his request made a shiver go down my spine...

Just imagining what would happen between the two of us made my heart race and my breath heavier.

"You know what? Yeah, I’m up for it." I agreed, trying to sound calm, yet the excitement I felt was slipping from my voice.

He could clearly see the fact that I was getting heated up.

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