I got married with my first love

Today is the day that every girl dream for their life, today is the day that every girl feel happiest day in their life, today is the day that every girl waits & hope to happen in their life, yes!!! It happened in my life!!! the day I was

dreaming, hoping for longer period and at last the wait came to an end but should I be happy or sad about the day?

I guess everyone will meet their first love in their life, some people at early time but some for later stages still definitely we will meet our first love because no one can escape from love cage and we will be prisoner for our entire life and after death too.

I also had my first love, oops!!  Sorry, he is still my first and only love too….the sad thing is  today is the day of my marriage and it is with…..

Jessy!!! Are you ready?

As I was standing in front of mirror in white gown, immersed in thinking …..a voice came  behind the door, she is keenya my child hood friend.

Jessy, are you feeling happy, I know you were waiting  for this day (hugging jessy)

I just gave a bitter smile to her where she couldn’t understand the pain behind my smile.

I step in to church, I can see the guest are mesmerized by wedding ceremony, my parents are so happy to see me in wedding dress….as I start to continue to walk towards groom my heart start to beat wildly…I stood next to him with hesitation.

Do you want to marry her? asked by church father

He replied after killing few seconds saying yes I do

I can say he doesn’t like me but still why did he want to marry me? A few questions again start to arise in my mind at the moment…

Do you want to marry him? Asked by church father

I didn’t know what to reply.. I tilted my head to see groom he is staring at floor with blank face like me ….at that moment a flash of memory from childhood till the day swiped around my mind…I stood silently.

Everyone in the hall were shocked by my silence….do you want to marry him?  asked by church father again

I didn’t know what to reply but Jason next to me hold my hand and looked into my eyes and said I’m there with you don’t worry…those are the words that warmed my heart and it was said by groom…at that moment  I fell in love with my first love again….yes he is my first love that I was dreaming like a fool since childhood, the day every girl wants to marry their first love has came to me and fulfilled my dream but I’m not happy because the one I love doesn’t love me back..

I replied Yes I want to marry him with mixed emotions of happy, sad and fear of losing him again…

We both turned to each other and he put ring onto my hand, I put ring to his hand slowly and next moment i can hear cheering voice by guest and see the parents tears filled with happiness but what about us? We both are not happy but still i tightened my lips till the end of the ceremony…..

At night I’m sitting on my bed alone waiting for my groom… it’s already late night still he didn’t come , I guess he will never show up too…

With heavy burden in my heart at last I shed my tears drop by drop, because after 13 years of loving him still I got nothing but left with tears……

To be

continued………

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