loves sorrow

As I said before , Tom was a very good guy . I didn't know that he would ever confess to me. You know what some time you feel like. If you have never known this it would have been much better . I also wish that if I did not know this we were still be friends . By the way there came the thing when I had a problem with tom and that guy and also at my school a guy was very disturbing me and I had some family problems. A senior was at least there for me. I am really thankful to her. You know sweetheart you and I are not bad we should remember. We are also human we have feelings we also want a listener . sometimes you actually need it. If you can find that you are in love you should try to tell him / her. They deserve to know and you deserve to tell. And all my things was because of my forwardness . If t I had a little more understanding with my feelings I would have told him. But it's okay. If he is happy

Btw, then I told him he has changed a lot. He doesn't talk to me like before,, and it was a feeling were wHen he was not talking to me,, I felt like, what have I done wrong. I told him to talk to me,, but he said he has changed himself. And that word hit me hard. I massaged him two hundred time I remember And he just saw it and never replyause of my long distance I don't know anything about his whereabouts. Then again Iassaged him he just ignored me . it's like I don't know why we don't talk but we don't talk to each other anymore. it hurts, but It was a time that I can never forget. sometimes you have to let go your loved once.

at that time my mental health was very bad. so I called my senior and told her everything. She said, let go, he has found someone else. You don't MAtter to him anymore. he is telling you that he is not interested in you anymore. You are hurting yourself. don't do this. It's bad for your mental Health. And I know that too but love is blind. Don't think that sweetheart you and I have two eyes right..

Okay, don't let anyone treat you like this. You know what , I knew these things before,, but I didn't believed in It....... until It was my turn

I cried every day and one day I cried hard until my headache gotten worse.

But You should take care of yourself. Love isn't everything. It's right that these feeling is like a fantasy or a dream but when you wake up it will fade

Then I didn't call him or texted him. I Don't know what will happen or Something. But after all of this you will get better like before. don't worry .....

if the night doesn't come . Then how will you know the sweetness of the day ... ^_^

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