let's find emotion

Hi, let me introduce myself

I am Jerry here for You. you know what I am a kind of person that I even don't know , it's funny right .

I know but I am here to talk to you, I am not In person to you but always together. I don't know what to wrIte In a novel. I am just trying. As for you if you want you can write about yourself . you know what there's more person like me . Like I am very confused about everything. Specially my feeling. I know its boring to read right..

Once, I wAs in some problems and at that time my old friend was there. When I needed someone. so at the timebeing I was facing panic attacks, anxiety and was always frustrated. I needed Someone to talk and he was there. it's a good starting right..

And it was a good starting after that I talked with him every day. sometimes I waited for him to came or some time I reached out to him. You know a person You can hold on to is what I needed. As for me, I didn't have any best friend from childhood. Everyone talked about their best friend and I didn't have any so I wanted someone to come all along. Then he wans a old friend, and recently we were talking with each other Like our listener. So he became my best friend. At that time I faced something, I think you have also faced that or right now facing it. A boy confessed me 2 years ago for the first time . And he was like insane he was continuously doing that again and again. So I actually felt bad for him that I am refusing him all the time. He is going through heartbreak. So I told him to be just friends. But after he was telling me he loves me a lot, or he was trying to brainwash me. So I was very frustrated and that time it was exam. So I wasn't being able to read . That exam was horrible for me. The people I love to talk, I was not even talking to them. They were telling me I have changed. So I had a feeling that if I could disappear. But if you have this kind of feeling then you should not to that person. yeah, you feel guilty but you matter sweetheart. To me, to everyone . If someone tries to brainwash you then it's not love any more its obsession. And sweetheart obsession is not love.

So after that, I told my friend about this, and he said to me. Not to talk to that boy. Then I blocked that guy .and if you are in same then you should block them too.

Thanks for reading . I hope you liked it. And I forgot about that but now let's call my best friend TOM

if you want to tell some things you don't know or you are confused so you can ask here I I'll try my best to tell you .

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