Ep 1

I really don't know where to start from so let's do this my way. It was the night of my parents wedding they were happy and were excited for the challenges they will have to face together in building a family. I'm really grateful for being a member of my family and I'm proud to say they won't regret. Hi, my name is Nico, I have a sister(20 years old) and a brother(17 years old) . I'm 22 now and I'm going to graduate this year and start looking for a job. I have a good family background and I lack nothing I mean what would I lack when I have every thing. Money, a happy family, good friends and a wonderful person that I have had a crush on for as long as I can remember. He is a great friend of mine or should I say my fevorite person on earth. His name is Sage, he is 27 he has been my friend sense I was 9 so I have known him for a very long long time. Sometimes I try to avoid him but no matter what I do he always sees me as a good friend and sometimes he treats me like his responsibility if you know what I mean *like a little brother*.

Although my feelings for him are not in my control I wish I gave up the first time he rejected me.

He has rejected me 3 times and he always says that I'm just confused and that I should avoid my feelings for him and find a younger person to date.

Every time I hear these words from him I drop and as an emotional person I cry a lot. But I never give up. I think I'm going to confess for the last time. I'm tired of being rejected but I can't get over him, if I see him every moment *we moved in together when I turned 19*. If he rejects me this time I'm giving up. I hope he doesn't because it's not that he doesn't like boys he has dated boys but the relationships never last more than 6 weeks because he doesn't give them enough attention.

I never care to regret after I have done something but I have really started regret falling for him in the first place.

Sometimes I think he rejects me because of our age gap or our friendship but whenever I try to quit hi gives me hope by spending more time with me or buying and cooking me food he even touches me impolitely sometimes.

So you most be wondering why I'm telling you this. Well I wanted to start writing about my life *for a new start in case he does reject me*. So please support my hard work. Enough of the blabbering lets head to the 2nd day.

I Hope He Doesn't Reject Me.

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