Elias’s POV
A few years later in High school
I didn’t notice him at first.
That wasn’t unusual. I had trained myself not to notice people unless they forced themselves into my world. Loud voices, bright laughter, confident footsteps.The ones who filled space without apology.
Max was none of those things.
He wasn’t loud. He didn’t orbit Alex like everyone else, pulled helplessly into my brother’s gravity. He didn’t compete for attention or try to be impressive. He existed quietly, almost cautiously, like someone who had learned that being unseen was sometimes safer.
In hindsight, that should have been my first sign.
I only really noticed him because of the seating chart.
History class. Third period. The teacher walked in with a clipboard and that look adults get when they’re about to rearrange your entire sense of comfort.
“New seats today,” she announced.
A collective groan followed. I didn’t react. I was used to change. Used to being moved, overlooked, placed wherever there was space.
“Elias,” she said.
I stiffened.
“Max. You’ll be sitting next to Elias.”
I looked up instinctively, panic blooming in my chest. Sitting next to someone meant being seen. It meant the risk of comparison. Of questions. Of being reduced to Alex’s brother all over again.
I slid into my seat and made myself smaller, shoulders hunched, eyes on my notebook. I didn’t even look at the person beside me.
Then...
“Hey.”
The voice was quiet. Not demanding. Not sharp.
I glanced sideways.
He was smiling.
Not the polite, fleeting smile people gave when they were being nice out of obligation. This one was warm. Genuine. Like it wasn’t going anywhere even if I didn’t respond.
“You’re Elias, right?” he asked.
My heart skipped.
Nobody ever said my name.
Not without attaching Alex to it. Not without turning it into a clarification or an afterthought.
“Yeah,” I answered slowly, like the word might be wrong in my mouth. Like it didn’t fully belong to me.
“I’m Max.”
That was it.
No mention of my brother. No curiosity about my twin. No sideways glance toward Alex’s seat like everyone else did.
Just me.
Something inside my chest shifted, small and cautious, like a door cracking open after years of being sealed shut.
The class went on, dates and wars blurring together on the board, but I barely heard any of it. I was acutely aware of Max beside me not invading my space, not ignoring me either. Just… present.
At some point, he leaned over slightly.
“You write really fast,” he murmured. “And your notes are neat. You’re pretty smart.”
I froze.
My pen slipped from my fingers and clattered onto the desk.
Smart.
The word echoed painfully in my head. No teacher had ever said it to me. No student had ever noticed. I’d always been the quiet one, the invisible one.
“Oh,” I said, stupidly. “I just… write a lot.”
He smiled again. “Still counts.”
I picked up my pen with shaking fingers, my face burning.
It was such a small thing. A passing comment. But it felt like someone had reached into my chest and gently touched something I didn’t even know was still alive.
At lunch, instinct pulled me toward my usual spot the far end of the table, where conversation thinned and people rarely stayed longer than a minute. Alex was already surrounded, laughter spilling outward, attention clinging to him like perfume.
I sat down quietly and unwrapped my food.
A moment later, someone sat beside me.
I looked up, startled.
Max.
“Do you always sit here?” he asked, glancing around.
I nodded. “Yeah.”
“Mind if I join you?”
The question stunned me.
People didn’t ask to sit with me. They sat near Alex. Or they passed by. Or they forgot I existed entirely.
“I... okay,” I said.
He stayed.
Not for a moment. Not out of pity. He actually stayed.
We ate together in a comfortable, tentative silence at first. Then he asked what I was reading. I told him. He admitted he liked books too ,the quiet kind, the ones people thought were boring.
I found myself talking.
Really talking.
About stories I loved. About the library corner that smelled like old paper and safety. About thoughts I’d kept locked in my head because no one had ever seemed interested in hearing them.
Max listened.
Not the distracted listening people did while waiting for their turn to speak. He watched me, eyes focused, nodding softly, asking questions that showed he cared about the answers.
And then he laughed.
Not loud. Not exaggerated.
A real laugh warm and surprised, like I’d said something genuinely funny.
The sound settled in my chest and stayed there.
That afternoon, he waited for me after class.
“I walk this way,” he said casually.
So did I.
Soon, it became a habit. Walking together. Sitting together. Existing together in a way that felt natural and terrifying all at once.
The first time he touched me, I almost missed it.
We were sitting side by side, knees close, hidden beneath the table. His fingers brushed mine once, accidental. Then again.
I didn’t pull away.
My heart slammed against my ribs, breath shallow, body frozen like prey.
Slowly, gently, his pinky hooked around mine.
The touch was so light I could have pretended it wasn’t real.
“Is this okay?” he whispered.
I nodded, unable to find my voice.
No one had ever touched me like that.
From then on, Max became my safe place.
He walked me to class. Waited for me after school. Sat with me in quiet corners where the world couldn’t reach. Sometimes he leaned his forehead against mine, eyes closed, breathing steady.
“You’re special to me,” he whispered once, lips barely brushing my ear.
The word hit me like glass.
Special.
I had spent my entire life believing I was extra. Unwanted. A mistake that came bundled with my beautiful twin.
Now someone was saying that word like it was obvious. Like it was fact.
And I believed him.
I gave him everything.
My secrets , the nights I cried quietly, the way I’d learned to disappear. My fears , of being left, of being second, of never being enough.
My first kiss.
I remember how careful he was. How his hands trembled just a little, like he was afraid of hurting me. When he touched me, it wasn’t rushed or demanding. It was slow. Reverent. Like he was memorizing me, mapping out every inch of someone no one else had bothered to learn.
“See?” he whispered against my skin once. “You were just waiting for someone to see you properly.”
I clung to those words like a promise.
For the first time in my life, I was happy.
I smiled more. I raised my hand in class again. Teachers started noticing me really noticing me. I even caught Alex staring at me sometimes, confusion flickering in his eyes.
I didn’t mind.
For once, I wasn’t jealous of him.
I had my own light now.
My own love.
At night, I lay in bed replaying Max’s voice in my head.
And wrapped in that warmth, I thought , truly believed
Maybe this is finally my turn to be loved.
But I was wrong
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