Chapter 4

They left. Again.

Stupid mom. Stupid dad. Why are you never around? The maids said that I'm 'already six months old'. Am I? So does that mean that, in my six months in this life, you have only been with me for barely a day?

I hate this. How do you expect me to love you and get close to you if you're never around? But do you know the worst thing?

When you both do come home, I cant even be mad at you. Is that not unfair?

I was put in this world and I lost....everything.I lost my ability to walk, talk or anything in general. I lost all the people i care about in my world, and my parents in this world are never around. I cant even do anything cause I'm a baby.

Not only that, but Its so boring and unfair. I hate it.

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It has been 11 months since I was born into this world. So I can sit, and even crawl. It's great. Especially when I crawl into a nearby room. The maids reactions are funny and frankly, it might even be my prime source of entertainment.

"My lady!!!!! Please don't disappear like that again!!!!!!" Rose said, out of breath as she had been running around the whole estate looking for me. "Now-now.we have to eat yummy food!" She said, picking me up into her arms.

Im pathetic, right? I was a fully developed kid in my past life. Yet here I am, enjoying the genuine fear in my servants eyes. Their fear of something happening to their young mistress and being beheaded for not preventing it.

But I can't help it. Im bored. I have only seen my parents a few times in this life. Although I have enjoyed every second of it. Im not old enough to have a playmate, so I'm surrounded by adults with logic. Thats booooring.

Rose carried me to my room, where they had some porridge for me. Don't get me wrong, I like porridge, its just.....that's all Im fed these days if you exclude milk.

Rose placed me on the baby chair and took a cute sky blue spoon to feed me. I think everyone in the estate knows that i love sky blue color. I mean, I alway pick the sky blue dresses and play with my sky blue rabbit plushie that my dad gave me.

But when Rose tried to feed me the porridge, I turned away. I really don't want porridge.

"My lady! You don't want your food? Are you not hungry?-" her worries were voiced by the loud rumbling of my tummy.

Dammit!!!!!!!!!!

And that's how I was forced to eat porridge against my will. I would throw a tantrum, but I don't wanna waste food.

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The next day at meal time.

Oh? I don't have porridge today?

"Aah-apuuwii" I made some nonsensical babbles to Rose while pointing at my food.

"My lady, you noticed? That's right! Today, you can eat eggs and look! Some fruits" Rose said in a babying tone.

That was true. In front of me was a scrambled omelette and diced bananas. I guess my protest yesterday worked and Rose notice that i wanted something else.

I happily ate my food that day. I love you, Rose.

"Oh, by the way, my lady! Your birthday is coming up! Can you say birthday?" Rose excitedly said.

I don't think i can talk yet but...."babida?" I babbled. I really tried. Truly.

"Yes, my lady!!!!!!" She was all bouncy, like an excited child. Who's the baby here? You or me?

But I eventually gave in and did some talking practice. I mean, who could refuse such an innocent face?

Not many people know about this, but Rose's son, Andrew, Is terribly sick. That is why she is working here. She wants to make enough money to help her son. Maybe that's why she's so caring with me. She might be projecting her son in me. I don't particularly mind though.

Rose does talk to me about him. Well.....she doesn't know I understand her so.....

Anyways......I just hope Rose can be happy. And i hope she doesnt leave afterwards. I know that is selfish, but who cares? Im a baby.

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