She woke up and he was still at the window.
Same spot. Same posture. The city outside had gone from black to gray to the pale, washed-out gold of early morning, and Kael had watched all of it happen without moving once.
Lyra sat up. Looked at him. Looked at the untouched pillow on his side of the bed.
"Did you sleep at all," she said. Not quite a question.
"I don't need much," he said. Still looking at the city.
She decided to file that under things to think about later and went to brush her teeth.
Somehow, by the time she came out, the atmosphere had shifted.
Not dramatically. Just — the weight of yesterday had settled somewhere it wasn't pressing on her chest anymore. The contract was signed. The terms were clear. She knew what the next twelve months looked like, which meant she could breathe inside them.
Kael had ordered room service at some point. Actual food this time, not just coffee. It sat on the table between them and she ate and he didn't, and she was starting to understand that this was just a thing that was true about him — that food was something he observed rather than participated in — and she didn't ask about it.
They talked a little. Small things. Her coffee order. Whether she needed the car to get her things or if she'd already packed. His voice in the morning was the same as his voice at night — low, unhurried, like someone who had never once felt the need to fill silence.
She found, to her mild irritation, that she didn't mind it.
"We should leave by ten," he said.
"I'm ready now," she said.
He looked at her — one bag, same jacket from yesterday, boots already on. Something moved through his expression. Not quite amusement. The ghost of it.
"Alright," he said. "Now."
The drive was quiet but not uncomfortable.
Lyra watched the city move past the window and thought about twelve months and what they looked like in practice. Kael drove the way he did everything — still, certain, no wasted movement. She caught herself watching his hands on the wheel once and looked away.
The building was tall. Dark stone, old money, the kind of architecture that didn't ask for your attention because it didn't need to.
She looked up at it through the window. "Of course," she said, under her breath.
"Hm," said Kael. Which she was starting to think was his version of I heard that.
The servants were already lined up when they walked in.
Six of them. Formal, heads slightly bowed, the kind of welcome that had been practiced long enough to become genuine. They greeted her warmly — welcome, Mrs. Nox — and she smiled and shook hands and said the right things.
And counted.
Six staff. All male.
She scanned the room behind them. The long hallway. The doors.
Kael's father appeared from the far end — tall, same jaw, same eyes that held more than they showed. He embraced Kael briefly, then turned to her with a smile that was warmer than she expected.
"Lyra," he said, like he'd been saying her name for years. "Welcome home."
Home. The word landed strange.
She smiled anyway. "Thank you."
He showed them around — the kitchen, the living space, the high windows that turned the whole city into a painting. She listened and nodded and the whole time her eyes kept moving, kept checking.
No women. Not in the staff. Not in the family. Just men, all of them, in this big quiet apartment that smelled like old wood and something colder underneath.
She waited until Kael had stepped away.
"Your wife," she said to her father-in-law, keeping her voice light. "Kael's mother — will she be around? I'd love to meet her."
His face changed.
Just for a second. Something crossed it — old and heavy, the kind of grief that had been sitting long enough to go quiet. His eyes moved away from hers.
"She is not here anymore," he said.
The way he said it closed every follow-up question she had.
"I'm sorry," she said. And meant it.
He nodded once. Didn't say more. She didn't push.
Their room was at the end of a long hallway.
She walked in first.
She always walked in first — it was just how she moved through the world, toward things, ahead of things. She heard Kael behind her, barely. He moved like sound was something he chose to make or not make depending on his mood.
She stopped in the middle of the room. Turned around.
He was closer than she'd expected. Not inappropriately close. Just — there. Filling the space the way he always did, like rooms decided to be smaller around him.
She looked up at him.
"No women," she said. "In the apartment. The staff. The family." She held his gaze. "Just men. Is that — normal for your family?"
Something shifted in his expression. Slight. "It has been. For a long time."
She nodded slowly. Didn't push. Looked out the window at the dark city below and said, quieter: "Your father loved her. Your mother."
"Yes."
"He still does."
A pause.
"Yes," Kael said. Even quieter.
She thought about the house full of men who had been missing a woman for god knows how long. About the servants who'd welcomed her like something they'd been waiting for. About a father-in-law whose face had done that thing — that old, heavy thing — at just the mention of her name.
She didn't say any of it.
"Goodnight, Kael," she said.
She heard him settle somewhere behind her — the quiet of someone who would be at the window again by midnight.
"Goodnight, Lyra," he said.
She was almost asleep when she noticed it.
The way he'd said her name.
Not like a stranger using a name they'd been given. Like something he'd been holding carefully for a long time. Like he was afraid — just slightly of breaking it.
She closed her eyes.
Thought: twelve months.
Thought: I can do twelve months.
Fell asleep before she could think anything else.
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