Six months.
Lyra wouldn't have believed it if someone had told her back in that hotel room, writing a contract on hotel stationery at 2 a.m. that six months later she'd be living in his apartment and not hating it.
Not hating him.
Kael was still strange. That hadn't changed. But strange had stopped feeling like a warning. It had started feeling like just him. The coffee on the counter every morning without being asked. The way he remembered things she said once and never repeated. The way he said her name, still, like it was worth being careful with.
She hadn't told Maya any of that.
She'd told herself it didn't mean anything.
She almost believed it.
The window thing had been bothering her for weeks.
Every night, without fail standing at whatever window faced the darkest part of the sky, completely still, for hours. She'd watched him do it enough times that she finally just asked.
"Why do you always do that?"
He turned his head slightly. "Do what."
"The window. Every night. You just stand there and stare at the dark." She crossed her arms. "Is it like a hobby or something?"
A pause. The kind that meant he was deciding how much truth to put into an answer.
"It helps me think," he said.
"About what?"
He looked back at the window. Outside, the city glittered cold and distant. "Everything that needs watching."
She waited for more. More didn't come.
"That is the least helpful answer you've ever given me," she said. "And you've given me some genuinely terrible answers."
Something moved at the corner of his mouth. Not quite a smile. The shadow of one. "Go to sleep, Lyra."
She went to sleep. But she lay there for a while thinking about everything that needs watching and what that even meant, and why it felt less like a strange habit and more like something he was built for.
Thursday mornings were hers.
She had a corner table at the coffee shop two blocks from the apartment same spot, same order, same hour of the week that belonged entirely to her. No Kael, no apartment, no contract counting down in the back of her head. Just coffee and her own thoughts and the city moving past the window.
She was halfway through her cup when she heard her name.
She looked up.
Daniel.
He looked exactly the same. That was the first thing she noticed same easy smile, same jacket, same way of standing like the room had been expecting him. They'd dated for two years. Her family had loved him. She had loved him, in the uncomplicated way you love something before you understand what love is actually supposed to cost.
"Hey," he said. "Long time."
She kept her face even. "Yeah. Long time."
He sat across from her without being invited which was also the same. "I heard you got married."
"You heard right."
"Are you happy?"
She looked at him. "What do you want, Daniel."
He dropped the easy smile. Got quieter. More direct. She recognized the shift it was the one he made when he wanted something and had decided honesty was the fastest route to it.
"Do you love him?"
"I respect him," she said. "He's a good person."
"That's not what I asked."
"It's what I'm answering."
He leaned forward. Put his hand near hers on the table — not touching, just near. Familiar in a way that made her chest do something complicated. "I have a way out for you. Come back to me, and I'll make sure he leaves you alone completely. You won't have to wait out the year."
She stared. "What way."
He slid something small across the table. A tiny glass vial, clear liquid. "Put this in his drink tonight. He sleeps. He wakes up the next morning, nothing happened, no harm done. And while he's out we leave."
She looked at the vial. "You're serious."
"It won't kill him. It won't hurt him. He just sleeps." His hand covered hers. Warm. Familiar. "Don't you want this? Don't you want us back?"
She should have said no immediately.
She knew that. She knew it the same way she knew the window thing wasn't a hobby and the coffee he made every morning wasn't nothing and the way he said her name wasn't just habit.
She said okay anyway. And hated herself the moment it left her mouth.
That evening Kael came home from the office jacket over his arm, tie loosened, that particular quiet that followed him everywhere and she was standing in the middle of the room with a glass of juice and a lie sitting in her stomach like a stone.
"I made juice," she said.
He stopped. Looked at the glass. Looked at her. And something in his expression did something she hadn't expected the corner of his mouth moved. Soft. Almost wondering. "First time," he said.
"Don't make it weird."
"I'm not." He set his jacket down. Reached into his coat pocket before putting it aside. "It's your birthday."
She blinked. "What?"
He held out a small black box. "I know the contract ends in six months. But you're my wife now. It should be my responsibility to acknowledge it."
She opened it.
A necklace. Thin gold chain, a small dark stone pendant that caught the light like it was holding something inside it. Simple. Exactly what she would have chosen herself.
She looked up at him.
Why, she thought. Why couldn't you just be easy to hate.
"Kael..."
"It's nothing elaborate," he said. Quietly. Like the gesture embarrassed him.
She looked at the glass in her hand.
Pour it out. Say you spilled it. Say anything.
But he'd already taken it. Already drank. Already set the glass down with that same unhurried certainty he did everything.
His eyes flickered. Slow. Like a light dimming by degrees. "I'm tired," he said — the first time he'd ever said that. "I should sleep."
She watched him move to the couch and lie down and close his eyes.
She stood in the middle of the room and felt like the worst person alive.
She barely slept.
Morning came gray and quiet, and she heard him before she saw him the shift of the room that happened when he was in it. She opened her eyes.
He was standing at the foot of the couch. Already dressed. Looking at her with an expression she had never seen on his face before.
Still. But differently still. The way a sky goes still before a storm decides what to do.
"Did you put something in my drink," he said.
Her throat closed.
She opened her mouth to say no. Couldn't. She had never been able to lie to that face and she didn't know why and right now she hated it.
"Yes," she whispered.
The silence after that was the loudest thing she'd ever heard.
"I'm sorry." Her voice cracked. She pushed through it. "My ex gave it to me he said it wouldn't hurt you, just make you sleep, and I knew it was wrong, I knew the second I said yes, and then you gave me the necklace and I tried to stop you but you'd already—" She stopped. Pressed her hand over her mouth. Her eyes burned. "You've never done anything wrong to me. Not once. And I—"
"Lyra."
She stopped.
He crossed the room. Stopped in front of her. Close. And looked down at her with those eyes doing something she had never seen them do — something hot and dark and barely held together. Angry. Genuinely, quietly, deeply angry.
But he didn't raise his voice. Didn't touch her.
"What you put in that drink," he said. Low and controlled. "There are substances that affect my kind differently than they affect yours."
She stared. "Your kind."
He held her gaze.
And then he showed her.
The eyes first — shifting from dark to red, deep and lit from somewhere behind them. Then the teeth, just slightly, just enough — sharp white points that didn't belong in a human mouth. And behind him, from his shoulders, something unfolded — dark, vast, wings the color of the space between stars, spreading just wide enough for her to understand what she was looking at.
She stopped breathing.
He pulled it back. One breath. Human face, dark eyes, still Kael — still the man who left her coffee on the counter every morning and stood at windows watching everything that needed watching.
"Don't scream," he said quietly.
She wasn't going to scream. She was going to cry, which was worse. She could feel it pressing up behind her eyes.
"Did it hurt you," she said.
A pause. "It weakened me. I'll recover." His voice was still controlled but underneath it something was working hard to stay that way — angry and protective at the same time, pulled in both directions. "You're safe. I want you to understand that. What you did — I'm angry, Lyra. I won't pretend otherwise. But I won't harm you. I never would."
She looked at him. Eyes wet. Not blinking.
"I know," she said. Barely a sound. "That's why I hate myself for it."
He was quiet for a long moment.
"Don't tell anyone what I am," he said finally. "Not Maya. Not your parents. No one."
"I promise." No hesitation.
He held her gaze reading her, the way he always did, that deep unhurried attention and then he turned away.
"Happy birthday," he said. Quietly. Like the words cost him something.
She watched him walk out and stood there in the gray morning light holding the necklace she hadn't taken off.
Six months left.
What am I going to do with six months.
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