First time in my life, I felt that kind of feeling. I was flying, I was in some other world, everything seems perfect to me. I was feeling that I have achieved everything in my life. I was unable to believe that all this is happening to me. Most of the time, I asked myself, “Is it really happening, am I really start falling towards someone”? I was extremely happy.
I met him in my office. Whenever we all were in a meeting, I always looked at him. I kept looking at him. And one day, suddenly, I noticed that he was looking at me. And as I turned my eyes towards him, he turned his eyes away from me. Oh my god! I was surprised and happy. We both started looking at each other. We both started falling towards each other. But when we met in the office canteen or talk about some other work, we both acted, as nothing has happened. As we didn’t know each other. In front of others, we interacted in a very formal way. Everything was going well. But….
One day I felt that something has changed. I was kept looking at him, but he didn’t look at me for a whole day. I was not able to concentrate on my work. I wanted to shout, to ask him, that what happened. But we never talked anything about it with each other, only our emotions, our eyes knew the truth. So I could not ask anything from him directly.
Till the end of the day, I was confused, and suddenly I noticed that he was looking at me, that was the first time when we both looked into each other eyes with full passion. I was standing far away from him, but I was able to feel the depth of his eyes. I was feeling like I was so close to him. Everything has stopped, I was unable to listen to any other colleague of mine. I was deep inside his eyes.
“Love is beautiful. Love doesn’t need words. It can be expressed through your eyes”.
I can never forget that day in my life. My first love, my first feeling, my first eye contact. I can’t express it in words.
Everything was fine, but again after some days, he started ignoring me. I was blank. I was confused again. Neither I can go to him and directly talk about all this nor I was able to face all that. But after some days of confusion and stress, finally, we talked. He said to me, “I came here to do something great in my life, I can’t start all this”. I was broken from inside but said nothing to him and went back to my work. Few days were really tough for me.
But I don’t believe in forcing anyone to love you.
I have started moving on from all that. And within few months, we have started talking again, like normal colleagues. But we both were on our own journeys.
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