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One of my office friends started talking to him. Within some days they both became good friends. They both used to talk a lot, and I really didn’t like that. I felt jealous. But I was no one to say anything to him, I was no one. I have accepted that and moved on. I have started focusing on my work, everything was going good, but one day I got to know from him, that my friend started liking him. She was badly in love with him, but he treated her only like his best friend. A lot of confusion has started between them, lots of fights have happened. And in the end, both of them were broken. He came to me for help, he wanted me to pull back both of them from all this. I was sad for them, but I knew that it’s not good to force anyone to love. I have tried to explain this indirectly to my friend, but she never understood that. I have tried hard to bring everything back to normal, but I was failed. Everything was getting worse day by day. I was downhearted for them, but especially for him. Because I have seen him, that he had lost his trust. He was unable to trust any girl because he has started thinking that every girl wanted the same thing. He was changing himself and started to be a quiet person. He has stopped interacting with girls, but during all this, he and I became really good friends. I got to know about him a lot. And I was able to empathise with his feelings towards girls. Some of the time, he felt insecure with me too. Because he thought that I will also do the same thing, that my friend did.

He was not against her feelings, he respected her a lot and also tried to explain everything to her, tried to help her to move on from all this because he really cares for her but as a friend only. But she never understood that, she has blamed him for everything that has happened. She said that he has used her, he has taken benefit of her. This all was really bad, because of this he was broken from inside.

He felt that his trust was broken by his best friend, by the person, whom he trusted the most.

As at that time I was able to see his mental condition, how he got affected by all this. I have promised myself, that I will never ever break his trust. I knew that I love him, but I have chosen to be his best friend. I have chosen to forget my love and become his friend, the most trustworthy friend.

We both are now working in different companies but still, we are in touch.

I don’t know why we are in touch even after so many years, I don’t know what our destiny wants from us. But sometimes, I feel to just express all of my feelings to him, but I can’t….

I can’t because for me trust is more important than love. I can never break his trust. It’s tough for me to see him with someone else, but this is what I have chosen. I can never tell all this to him. I am happy because he is happy. It might be possible that after some years, we will not stay in touch, because he is getting married within some years. And I don’t prefer to interfere in his life after his marriage.

I have never felt that kind of strong feeling from any other boy. Till yet, I am not able to fall again in love with someone else. But for me, he is still the one, I love the most, I care the most, I trust the most. It’s not like that we never fight or we never argue. We do all this, still, we are best friends. Still, we both care for each other. Still, we love each other! Sorry, still I love him!

But I will never say this to him. Never, ever, in my entire life!

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