Ep-3 Ayaan's Mother

......Shanaya's Point Of View......

I was sleeping peacefully but a nightmare woke me up. I often get those nightmares.

'Blood everywhere... a couple lying on the land completely drenched in blood, holding each other's hands. A masked man standing near them with an iron rod in hand. "You'll pay for this!! You'll pay for all your sins!!" roared the lady lying on the land. The man lying next to the lady was too weak to speak... he had cuts and burns all over his body, at least on the parts that were visible... their faces were blur... The masked man held the lady's hair firmly and made her face him. "You still have the guts to speak! Huh!?" said the man and kicked the man lying next to the lady. He fell off the cliff. Yes, that was a cliff.

"Nooooo!!!!!" '

"Noooo!!!!!" I exclaimed. And like this I woke up. I keep getting these nightmares. And I still don't know why. Kairav woke up from my scream and decided to stay with me in my room. Yes, we didn't shared a room. We both have our separate rooms since we are married just on papers, a contractual marriage. Sounds so exciting!? but its not. His room is just beside my room and moreover there is a door connecting our rooms. He knew that I often have nightmares so he was not surprised and even this was not the first time he came in my room hearing my screams. This is maybe the 59 th time.

Kairav is sitting in my room and working on his laptop. And I... I am just trying to sleep. The entire room was dark only the blue light coming from his laptop lightened the room a bit. Speaking of which... this man really has good features. In the dim blue light coming from his laptop, his olive eyes shine like emerald gemstones. His fair skin tone looks like snow. His light brown hair add more attractiveness. His hot pink thin lips look so... so mesmerising... Calling him handsome is never enough. He is like an angel... a male one you know. He is quite... umm... actually to be honest... a lot attractive. No wonder so many girls are after him. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice when he came near me. "What are you smiling at?" He asked curiously. Shit! I was already smiling and I didn't realised that!

"And why should I tell you?"

"Because I am your husband"

"So what?"

"So you have to tell me what you're thinking"

"That's not a valid reason" I smirked.

"Of course it is!" He argued.

"I won't tell you"

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to tell you, why do you keep arguing like a kid?" I sighed.

......Kairav's Point Of View ......

What was she smiling at? What was she thinking about? Fuck! I want to know badly!

"Just tell me!" I roared. I still haven't said anything to her about her running away and here she is testing my patience again. What does she want? Why can't she just tell me what she is thinking?

"You can't force me tell you"

"Are you telling me or should I...?"

"I was thinking about Ayaan" she replied irritatibly

"By looking at me?" I smirked.

"You and Ayaan look alike. He looks just like you. I wonder how disappointed his mother would have been. She carried the child inside her for 9 months only for him to look like his father" she sighed.

"You are his mother and never forget!" I roared.

"I am not his biolog-"

"It doesn't matter! You are his mother, and you should be well aware about that!"

"Fine. Sorry." she said, ending our conversation. She then tucked herself in the blanket and turned to the other side, her back facing me. It was clear by her look that she did not like my attitude. I did not want to react this way, but... but how can she say that she is not Ayaan's mother? He loves her so much. If she ever said something like that in front of Ayaan, how sad would he feel! Not considering my feelings is okay, but she should at least consider Ayaan's feelings. He is just a kid. I sighed and turned and walked away. I sat down on the sofa, picked up my laptop and started working.

......Shanaya's Point Of View......

Why is he always like that? Flirts one second and turns cold the other. I can never understand him. I know he becomes sensitive when it comes to his child, I know he loves his son deeply, and I too love Ayaan, but that doesn't change the fact that I am not his biological mother. Why does he react like that to a fact? I just hate this man!! First he forced me to marry him, be the mother of his child even though Ayaan was easy going and liked me a lot, he still shouldn't have forced me. Just because his son was compatible with me, he forced me to marry him. Bastard!! I wish I would have never met

......Ayaan's Point Of View......

I don't know why the atmosphere is so heavy today. Maa and Papa don't even look at each other while having breakfast. "Umm.... Maa can you help me with my homework today?" I hesitatingly asked, trying to change the heavy atmosphere. "Sure" she replied while smiling. This is the thing I like most about her, even when they have arguments among themselves, she does not treat me differently. she always treats me the same. "Thank you" I replied happily. After having breakfast, I wore my shoes and tied the lace. "I love you" I said while kissing her cheek before leaving for school. "I love you too dear" she smiled. "Will you make briyani for me for lunch?" I asked expecting a yes. "Why not" She replied. I smiled at her. I looked at Papa. I was expecting him to make the first move. Maybe he understood what I wanted. He bent down to my level and picked me up in his arms.

"I love you" he said with a smile and kissed my cheek. "I love you too." I said while smiling happily. I glanced at Maa. She was also smiling looking at us. I was a bit embarrassed now. "Put me down" I whispered in Papa's ear. He chuckled and put me down. After that I picked up my bag and left for school.

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Meri aam si zindagi me khaas ho tum,

Meri suni aankhon ki aas ho tum,

Sach kahun to mera pehla pyaar ho tum

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