Until You Need Me

Until You Need Me

Invisible

Rain always made the city feel quieter than it really was, with people rushing past under umbrellas and lowered heads while their shoes splashed through silver puddles beneath flickering streetlights. Inside the convenience store on the corner of Haneul Street, however, everything felt warm in a way that did not match the weather outside. That warmth made it easy, for a moment, to pretend loneliness did not exist at all. The glow from the store lights softened the edges of the world, turning the rain outside into something distant and almost unreal. It was the kind of place where time moved slower, even if only slightly, as if the night itself hesitated before continuing.

The boy behind the register held out a few coins without looking up, moving through the motion with quiet routine. His name tag read Yoon Jaemin, and below that, someone had written Seventeen, Quiet, Forgettable, words that seemed to define him more than anything he had ever said. At least, that was what everyone at school thought, even if they never said it directly to his face. He had learned to exist in spaces without being noticed, to take up as little room as possible in the minds of others. When the girl spoke, saying “Thank you” softly, something in that pattern shifted without warning.

Jaemin finally looked up, and for the first time that entire day, the noise in his head stopped completely. The girl standing in front of him had uniform sleeves slightly wet from the rain, and a strand of dark hair clung to her cheek as she smiled politely while taking the coins from his hand. Her smile was not fake or practiced like the ones people used when they wanted something, but instead something quiet and warm that felt completely unguarded. It should not have mattered to him, but it did in a way he could not immediately explain. He had spent so long being invisible that even the smallest act of kindness felt almost physically overwhelming against his chest.

“You work late a lot,” she said, as if it were simply a passing observation rather than something meaningful. Jaemin’s fingers tightened slightly, because nobody usually noticed things like that about him, not at school and not anywhere else. He replied, “…Only sometimes,” his voice careful and restrained as if too much honesty might break something fragile. She responded, “That sounds exhausting,” without pity in her tone, and that absence of pity made it worse in a strange way. Pity was easy to ignore, but kindness that felt real was not.

She glanced toward the window where rain pressed against the glass in soft, steady rhythms, and then said, “I hate walking home in weather like this.” Jaemin reacted before thinking, his words coming out too quickly when he said, “I can walk you.” The moment they left his mouth, he immediately regretted them, realizing how desperate they might have sounded. The girl blinked in surprise but then smiled again in a calm, gentle way and said, “That’s okay. But thank you.” After that, she left, and the bell above the convenience store door rang once behind her.

Jaemin stood still, staring at the empty space she had occupied long after she disappeared into the rain. Something warm lingered in the air where she had been standing, and it felt unfamiliar enough to be dangerous. That night, he could not sleep, and his small apartment felt colder than usual as moonlight spilled across the floor. The city hummed quietly outside his window while he replayed their conversation over and over again in his mind. Each repetition made it more difficult to ignore how much it had affected him.

Nobody had ever said something like that to him before, not at school where students barely remembered his existence unless they needed answers, not from teachers who forgot his name, and not at home where silence filled every room like dust. But she had noticed him, and that fact alone changed something fundamental in the way he thought about himself. At 11:43 PM, he sat up slowly and reached for his phone, the screen lighting up his face in the darkness. He opened social media and typed her name, finding her instantly without hesitation. Han Seoha appeared on the screen, and his chest tightened as he began to scroll.

Her profile was simple, filled with no dramatic captions but instead pictures of the sky, coffee cups, library books, and rain seen through bus windows. They were quiet things, and somehow also beautiful things, the kind of images that felt heavy with emotion without needing explanation. Jaemin stared at one blurry sunset photo longer than the others, and beneath it was a caption that read, “Some days feel heavier than others.” He read it twelve times, then twenty, until the words stopped feeling like just text and started feeling like something more personal. By 2 AM, he knew small details about her life, including her favorite café, her music playlists, her birthday, and the route she walked home from school.

The next morning, Seoha found a warm canned coffee sitting on her desk before class with no note and no name attached to it. It was her favorite brand, something she noticed immediately as she looked around the classroom in confusion while other students chatted loudly nearby. From the back corner of the room, Jaemin lowered his eyes before she could notice him staring, his heartbeat uneven with anticipation. He wondered if she would smile, if she would drink it, or if she would even think about who might have remembered something so small about her. For the first time in years, he wanted to matter to someone in a way that could not be ignored.

Seoha eventually drank the coffee, wrapping her fingers around the warm can as morning sunlight spilled through the classroom windows. She looked confused at first, glancing around as if expecting someone to claim responsibility, but after a few seconds she smiled faintly to herself and took a sip. That tiny smile stayed in Jaemin’s head for the rest of the day, following him through classes and through crowded hallways filled with noise he could barely register. Everything around him felt distant compared to the quiet satisfaction building inside his chest. He made her smile, and that thought became something he could not easily let go of.

Nobody noticed him leaving school later than usual, just as nobody noticed him standing across the street from the bookstore Seoha always visited on Thursdays. The sky darkened slowly as evening settled over the city, and she eventually stepped out carrying two novels against her chest while cold wind pushed strands of hair across her face. She looked different that day, more tired and less bright, and the absence of her usual smile made something uneasy stir in him. She walked past a group of boys near an alley beside a karaoke building, and one of them said something that made the others laugh loudly. Seoha immediately lowered her head and walked faster, as if trying to disappear into herself.

Something cold moved beneath Jaemin’s skin as he watched them, and before he fully understood his own actions, he was already walking toward the group.

“Leave her alone,” he said, his voice calm in a way that did not match the situation. The boys turned toward him in annoyance and asked who he thought he was, but Jaemin’s eyes stayed fixed on the hand still touching Seoha’s bag. “Didn’t you hear me?” he repeated, still calm but now sharper, and something about the way he said it made the atmosphere shift. After a few muttered insults and uneasy glances, the group eventually walked away while laughing under their breath, leaving silence behind them.

Seoha blinked at him in surprise before asking, “You’re… from my school, right?”

Jaemin’s throat tightened because she remembered him, something he was not prepared for, and he answered quietly, “…Yeah.”

She said, “Thank you,” and that same warmth returned, familiar and overwhelming at the same time. “You didn’t have to help me,” she added softly, and he replied without thinking, “I wanted to.” For a moment neither of them spoke as streetlights reflected on the wet pavement around them.

Seoha then asked, “You work at the convenience store near Haneul Street, right?” and he nodded once, confirming it without hesitation. “I thought you looked familiar,” she said, adjusting the books in her arms before offering him another small smile.

“Well… thank you again, Jaemin,” she said, and hearing his name in her voice made something inside him feel strangely important. He stood still as she walked away, unable to move until she disappeared around the corner. The cold wind no longer bothered him, because now he knew something certain: Han Seoha remembered his name, and that single fact was becoming dangerous for both of them.

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