Edgar

Well I am not a writer I think you guys can tell by a lot but what I can do is tell you how one guy can change he every you think you knew. To this point I think y’all read Orlando’s part he left the way I look at love a mess for year I think that made me change a lot about me and the person I was bc I tough if I keep being that person no one would ever love me but some time ago I meet Edgar and don’t misunderstand me I am not saying he is the love of my life or like my hero that not it, it’s just the fact that he made it seen like someone liking me was possible like it could happend like someone could actually talk to me and like the kind of person I was and the way I look. I think he was one of the sweetest person I have met and I don’t regret meeting him at all I think meeting him was something I needed to keep going with my life after it was all a mess. Meeting him was like getting a lil spark in my life back just being able to see the person I had left behind bc I tough no one care enough to meet the person I was before I changed everything possible about my self to fit in with what I tough people would like better but seeing it now it never matter what they wanted it matter what I who I wanted to be not their expectations or anything they wanted from me and I am honestly sad it took me this long to realize that it never matter. So has u guys can see there no much about Edgar bc our time was not really long tbh it was a short about of time but he ment so much to me bc he got me out of the hole I had put my self in to hide everything, I don’t think he knows how much he actually help me too keep going and I don’t think I did either until well right now while I write this but I think if I ever talk to him again I won’t regret it but I think being friends it’s just fine too I don’t mind I am just glad I am still in contact with him from time to time and see him from time to time because I hosestly yes I did like him that’s something I won’t deny bc he was everything Orlando wasent he was someone that I could actually count on but I don’t think no one deserves that to be pick bc you give what other people didn’t so I think it’s better off like this bc we warent anything certain but I will always care for him and this is just getting stupid bc I haven’t reach the limit. And I have nothing else to talk about him bc well yeah there not much to say about him tbh

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