The dusk was wet with the lingering rain.
Grey clouds still clung to the sky like mourning widows, their tears reduced to a soft, persistent drizzle that tapped against the windows of Vajrangar. The world outside was muted—washed in shades of silver and shadow, as if even the sun had decided to hide from the sorrow that had settled over the palace.
Inside the royal chambers of Rajkumari Varnashi Vaajra, the air was thick with silence.
And tears.
Varnashi sat on the edge of her bed, her back hunched, her shoulders trembling with every choked sob that escaped her lips. Her silk saree—that beautiful amber-colored garment she had chosen so carefully this morning—was still drenched. The rain had seeped through every layer, clinging to her skin like a cold, cruel reminder of the afternoon's rejection.
She hadn't changed.
She hadn't moved.
She hadn't even dried her hair.
Water dripped from the ends of her long black tresses, pooling on the marble floor like tiny rivers of grief. Her jewels—the gold necklaces, the emerald earrings, the delicate bangles that had once adorned her wrists—lay discarded on the bed, scattered and forgotten. She had torn them off in her anguish, too consumed by pain to care about such trivial things.
Her eyes were puffed. Red-rimmed. Swollen from hours of weeping. Her cheeks were stained with tear tracks that glistened under the dim lamplight. Her lips were parted, trembling, as if she was trying to speak but had forgotten how.
She was a broken beauty.
A portrait of heartbreak painted in shades of silk and sorrow.
And she had never felt more alone in her entire life.
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Knock. Knock.
The sound was soft. Hesitant. As if the person on the other side wasn't sure they were welcome.
Varnashi flinched. Her tear-streaked face lifted slightly, her gaze fixed on the ornate wooden door.
"Whoever it is..." Her voice cracked. Broke. Barely a whisper. "I... don't want to talk."
Silence.
Then—
"It's... me."
A pause. A breath.
"Yuvraj."
Varnashi's heart clenched. She knew that voice—younger than hers, but carrying the same royal weight. Her baby brother. Her fierce, angry, complicated baby brother.
The door creaked open, just a crack. Enough for Krivansh to peek through, his hazel eyes searching the dimly lit room.
His expression shifted the moment he saw her.
"Rajkumari..." His voice was softer than she had ever heard it. "Let... me in."
Varnashi opened her mouth to refuse. To tell him to leave. To protect him from the ugliness of her broken heart.
But nothing came out.
So she just nodded. Once. Barely.
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Krivansh stepped inside.
He closed the door behind him with a soft click, his bare feet silent against the marble floor. His long black hair was still slightly damp from the rain, cascading down his back like a waterfall of ink. He had changed out of his wet clothes, but he hadn't bothered with formal attire.
He wore a simple cream silk dhoti, its soft folds wrapped elegantly around his waist, the fabric rich and luxurious against his skin. A matching drape—a length of cream silk—was wrapped across his upper body, covering his chest and shoulders in that effortless, regal way seen in the royal courts of old. It hung loosely from his shoulders, revealing the toned lines of his arms, the sharp definition of his collarbones. The ends of the drape cascaded down his back, swaying gently with every movement.
He looked less like the furious Yuvraj and more like a royal prince of ancient tales—soft, beautiful, almost ethereal. But his eyes held the same fire.
He looked around the room.
The discarded jewels. The wet footprints leading to the bed. The shattered vase in the corner that Varnashi must have thrown in her rage—now lying in pieces, its flowers scattered across the floor like petals of wasted hope.
His heart ached.
He hated seeing her like this. Hated that someone had made her cry. Hated that he couldn't fix it with a sword or a shout.
"I... saw what happened," he said quietly.
He moved toward her. Slowly. Carefully. As if approaching a wounded deer.
He sat beside her on the bed—the silk sheets still damp from her wet clothes. He didn't care. He wrapped one arm around her shoulders, pulling her close, feeling the shivers that wracked her slender frame. The cream silk of his drape brushed against her wet saree, absorbing some of the moisture.
"Don't cry, Rajkumari," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "My sister... shouldn't cry for some... old bastard like him."
He leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. Her hair was cold, wet, smelling of rain and salt.
Varnashi's breath hitched.
And then—she broke.
She turned into him, her face pressing against his chest, her fingers clutching the fabric of his silk drape like he was the only anchor in a storm. Her sobs came in heaving waves, raw and ugly and utterly human.
"Why me, Yuvraj?" Her voice was muffled against his chest, but he heard every word. "WHY me?"
Krivansh held her tighter. His jaw clenched. His eyes burned.
"I've loved him for so many years," she continued, her words tumbling out like a dam had broken. "I waited. I HOPED. I told myself—maybe one day—maybe if I was patient enough—"
She sobbed again. Harder.
"And today... in the rain... I thought—" She pulled back just enough to look at him, her red-rimmed eyes pleading for answers he didn't have. "I thought he would finally see me. Finally understand. But he just..."
She shook her head, fresh tears spilling down her cheeks.
"He told me his love was for the PEOPLE. For the KINGDOM. That he was never meant to be my future." Her voice dropped to a broken whisper. "He said I was just a dream he could never touch."
Krivansh's arms tightened around her.
"You're worth a thousand of him," he said fiercely. "You're a RAJKUMARI. The blood of Vaajravansh flows through your veins. He's NOTHING—just a stray Maharaj found in the dirt."
But even as the words left his lips, they felt hollow.
Because Krivansh had seen Dhurvavindra's face in the rain. Had seen the regret in those honey-brown eyes. Had heard the sadness in his voice when he rejected Varnashi.
The man had not been cruel.
He had been... honorable.
And Krivansh hated that he couldn't hate him for it.
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Varnashi sniffled, her tears beginning to slow. She pulled back slightly, looking up at her brother.
"I don't understand," she whispered. "What did I do wrong? Was I not beautiful enough? Not royal enough? Not—"
"Stop."
Krivansh cupped her face in his hands, his thumbs brushing away her tears. His hazel eyes burned with a fierce protectiveness. The cream silk of his drape slipped slightly from his shoulder, revealing more of his toned chest—but he didn't notice. He didn't care.
"You did NOTHING wrong. Do you hear me? NOTHING."
Varnashi's lips trembled.
"Then why—"
"Because he's a FOOL." Krivansh's voice cracked with anger—not at her, but at the situation. "He's a fool who doesn't know what he's throwing away. You are the most beautiful, kindest, most worthy woman in this kingdom. And if he can't see that—"
He paused. Swallowed.
"Then he doesn't DESERVE you."
Varnashi stared at him. For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
Then—slowly—a small, fragile smile tugged at her lips.
"When did my baby brother become so wise?"
Krivansh scoffed, but there was no heat in it. "I've always been wise. You just never noticed."
Varnashi laughed—a wet, broken sound—and leaned her head against his shoulder.
"Thank you," she whispered. "For being here."
Krivansh said nothing. He just held her.
But his mind was racing.
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Dhurvavindra Dev.
The name burned in his thoughts like a brand.
He had seen the Senapati reject his sister. Had seen him walk away in the rain, leaving her shattered. And yet—despite everything—Krivansh couldn't shake the image of Dhurvavindra's face.
The sadness in his eyes.
The gentleness of his hand as he wiped away Varnashi's tear.
The way he had said, "I was never meant to be your future."
"He rejected power," Krivansh thought to himself. "He rejected the chance to marry into the royal family. To become Maharaj. Everything I thought he wanted..."
His jaw tightened.
"Why?"
He didn't have an answer.
And that unsettled him more than any battle ever could.
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Varnashi's breathing began to steady. Her sobs faded into soft hiccups. She was still holding onto Krivansh, her fingers relaxed against the silk of his drape.
"Yuvraj..." she murmured, her voice sleepy from exhaustion.
"Hmm?"
"Promise me something."
Krivansh looked down at her. "Anything."
She lifted her head, meeting his gaze. Her eyes—still red, still puffy—held a depth of sadness that made his heart clench.
"Don't let hatred consume you," she said softly. "I see it in you. Every day. Every moment. The way you look at him... it's the same fire that's been burning in me for years. But my fire was love. Yours... is poison."
Krivansh stiffened.
"I don't—"
"I know you think you hate him," Varnashi continued. "I know you think he's everything wrong with your life. But please..."
She reached up and touched his cheek, her thumb brushing against his skin.
"Don't let that hate destroy you. Because one day... you might realize it was never hate at all."
Krivansh's breath caught.
His heart pounded against his ribs.
"What... what do you mean?"
But Varnashi just smiled—a sad, knowing smile—and laid her head back on his shoulder.
"Nothing, little brother. Just... promise me."
Krivansh was silent for a long moment.
Then—
"I promise."
His voice was barely a whisper.
But even as he said the words, he knew they were a lie.
Because the fire in his heart wasn't going out.
It was only getting hotter.
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Outside, the rain continued to fall.
And somewhere in the darkness of Vajrangar, Senapati Dhurvavindra Dev stood alone in his chambers, staring at the ceiling, his honey-brown eyes filled with thoughts of two Vaajra siblings.
One who loved him.
And one who hated him.
But the one he couldn't stop thinking about...
Was the one who burned with fire.
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END OF CHAPTER 4
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