Chapter -2

Most of the people get their secondary gender tested in Middle School, so life before that was pretty much average for me. I don't remember having a difficult time before that, I was just a normal kid. The change in the attitude towards me by my own family was such a shock, or maybe it was not such a shock I don't know like even though my parents were strict, and I don't remember sharing a single meal with them, but they never looked at me with such disgust in their eyes. I know I was never that important to them or maybe I was just invisible to them but still they don't have to look at me with those eyes it was such a nightmare to see that much of a hate rate in those eyes.

After the results of the secondary gender they were already disappointed but to top it all off the family doctor said my situation is kinda complicated,, and they have to further discuss my situation because it's that bad.

Family Doctor : *hmm**m* Did you study his report before coming here.Do you know that his hormones are so unstable that they are out of control

Dad : So what exactly is the problem how does that even affect him. We have been feeding him the best meals and dressing him in the best clothes that most people can't even afford how can he even be sick after every thing we have done for him , what more does he even need.

Mom : (sobbing) what exactly is his problem , from the day he was born i have never seen a single peaceful day. Now just tell us what kind of problem he has this time.

Doc : It seems that you are too emotional but you have to listen to me patiently , how this affects him and how you are supposed to support him in this situation.

First and foremost since his hormones are not stable his Pheromone are incredibly toxic and anybody who intakes it is probably going to have a seizure or worst maybe they would paralyzed, so you have to teach him to take his medicine for pheromone control daily without missing a day and frequent check up at the hospital.

Next thing he has to be in a better environment because all of these problems are caused by emotional imbalance even though teenagers mostly have some kind of emotional imbalance but after seeing the level of hormonal imbalance I don't think this is normal he needs extra care and lots of affection and attention cause if this goes on he is going to be infertility and worst case scenario he is going to start having seizure because he can't release his Pheromones.

Dad : (angry)Just how much more of a better environment he needs now..

Doc : I know it's a lot to take It all in at once and this is going to be a hard time for you, but you have to take special care of your Son

Dad :(frustrated) You have to be kidding me why is that everything i planned for the future for our family has to be ruined by him.

Mom : (Sobbing)What exactly have i done wrong to give birth to him. Dear i told you the Shaman said that he was ominous and would put our whole family in harms way. I should have stood firm on my decision to abort him. If only you have listened to me.

Dad : like hell would I have known that it would come to this.

Doc : I know i should not say anything about your family situation, but please take better care of him cause his condition can get worse, and there would be no cure for him and he would suffer his whole life.

I can only give you advice and a prescription for medicine If anything maybe you should try sending him to therapy if you can't improve the environment

And Yup I was listening to that conversation from outside the Doctor's office and I did not know what was all that about or maybe i just did not want to understand.

The ride to home there was such a suffocating silence in the car and after reaching home it was such a disaster both of them were shouting at me, i just don't quite remember what they were saying but at that moment every thing seemed so heavy and blurry, my ears was buzzing like crazy and i felt so out of place like I never belong there. After that doctor visit that house was never home for me.

They sent me to therapy after criticizing me that I was a crazy person like how much of a crazy person i have to be to need those therapy sessions but those sessions never seemed to help and just put me in more trouble cause the therapist disclosed how i view them from my perspective and those medicines never seemed to help. Only the number of meds were increasing so I just stopped going to therapy altogether like what was the point i just don't get it.

It was later that I found out why they were going crazy for their neglected child....

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