Chapter - 3

It was the conversation after the doctor appointment that I found out that I was never anything to them.

Mrs Willson (Mom): Dear i told you there was something wrong with him from the day he was born. Now all that replanning after getting the report of him being an Omega is just going down the drain. What are we going to do ??

Mr Willson (Dad): he is such a disappointment it is one thing that he could not be an Alpha or beta at least but now after presenting as Dominant Omega he is not even worthy to have a decent Political Marriage. What exactly is his worth (while smashing a million worth Vase)

And yeah I knew at the moment that I was some object or a piece of property they would sell off for scrapes of profit for their Company. And somehow I got through Middle & High school (while being in depression) because of my friends. That's how my high school ended with the highest grade in school. Yeah I was the topper of the school but what was the point, is what I thought back then.

Then I was planning to prepare for the college entrance exam so that final they would be free from my burden and also that I won't have to depend on them anymore and I don't have to go through the pain of being an unwanted child ever again and guess what my parents had another plan they set me up for a political marriage with some old geezer who was known pervert with lots of cash to spare and he was devorced too many times because of his abusive tendency. After knowing that sh*t of a proposal from the sick pervert my mind was going crazy like I was so hopeless every thing seemed so unreal, unfair and so out of control. My depression got so bad that I tried to take my life four times in a single week by overdose on pills twice, slashing my wrist in a bathtub, jumping off from the terrace of that house yeah I almost died there and was hospitalized for Six Months and it was never my parents who saved me it was either my youngest sister- Rain or some house helper staff. Now I feel kinda bad for making their life harder than it already was because of my parents. All i ever was to my parents is a pain in their a*s. And because of my attempts I was bed resting. The marriage got postponed. And all my so called parents were worried about was that how i was trying to ruined chances for the wedding not about their almost dead kid not about how I was doing if I was even fine or not if things were serious or how much of a hard time I was having to commit that, it eats me till this day how some one can do that to a kid and their own kid at that cause I can't even think about doing it to my enemy's child.

But this time it was easier to take all that in like what would I even expect from someone who would talk to a middle schooler like they are some kind of breeding horse. People should never be parents if that's how they are going to treat the children it was so much later that I found out that I did nothing wrong to be treated like this. The only people who were worried about me were my youngest sister and my friends and after knowing my condition and how that wedding would proceed any way after my recovery boiled their blood and they started planning my escape without me knowing. It was such a relief to have such people by my side. Like they were trying to save my life like their life depends on it.

People say "blood is thicker than water" but is it really because the only thing that was bonding my sister Rain together with me was our trauma and sympathy for each other not the blood and the care from my friends was the only reason I was able to be pushed through all those years.

Why do a bunch of teenagers have to plan my escape from my own parents does that even make sense to you?? It was never fun for them to come to my rescue every so often. Was it fun for them to see their child suffer. Would it have been different if I was a child they wanted so bad , would i have not been the black sheep of the family.

Would it have been better if I was never born?? Was i such a difficult child even after I tried to do everything according to them !! Those are things i still think about. The only thing I ever regret is how i was not able to consider the feelings of my loved ones who actually cared for me & were there for me all along.

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