Ambivalence Remorse
"𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭"...
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...Soo, it all starts from ~...
...When I was in 8th grade...
...It was the time of pandemic curfew(COVID-19)...
Everyone was busy with their phone and It was the greatest break for everyone, like a "PERFECT ISOLATION" at that time I was addicted to Fantasy imaginative movies, like {Nutcracker & Aurthor and the Minimoys} these types of movies was stuck in my mind.
From then i started imagining things and creating stories in my mind , it felt soo new to me and a world that only needed my Free-will to imagine.
So i started to spend less time in smartphone and always create new scenes in my mind , At that time I used to adore my basketball, and it was my one and only best friend, I know it's odd , to make a non- living thing
your bsf but that phase was magical for me.
I imagined my basketball as a Listener !!
i yap daily and thought it was listening me
I told my imaginations to basketball thought it's gender is a male.. Lol funny right , yeah that was me , I'M DAIZU...
This my confession story
if a person could've read my mind Then it was great story to make a series or a movie on it.
I even wrote my stories in my notebook, my first imaginative character was "Aurthor "
Yeah , so everything was too perfect in my imagination, that when I start imagining , my reality always disappears as I stepped into a whole new world.
then my imagination Build more and more , and I even created part two of that imagination. I gave a Title to my first fantasy
..."AURTHOR AND THE MAGIC WORLD"...
...i was stuck to that story for a year...
Now Pandemic Curfew was over, people started their jobs again and Schools were re-opened , i passed 8th standard and Upgraded to 9th.
i slowly started to move on from my imaginative world , I had a some reasons..
Back then I was so obsessed with my basketball that I always kept close to me and sleep in night and even in days i always hold it.
my parents objected with that Daily, And scolded me cause of that & asked me why I always slept with it. After all this odd scolding from parents i started to leave my imaginations behind.
...I stopped holding my basketball and yapping to it , and started treating it like a normal ball and played with it , like it was made for to so.....
... It's just getting started ...
this is my first time writing a novel , i left many of my chat-stories in between cause I lacked of thinking contexts , but now I realised I may write a glimpse of my life and reduce my regression, I don't know what my impression will be on y'all but the deeds i done was beyond my own limits.
To be continued.....
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