Episode 1

hey guys if you are coming from my chat story hi welcome back I raven am back but I decided on changing somethings first is that this is a novel everything will be the same except somethings I hope you understand and please don't get angry I won't do this again....well I can't promise anything hehe sorry LET IT BEGIN!!!

in this lifetime I never had any love or care, I didn't care or longed for it until I was 7 at the playground I saw everyone getting love and cared for from their parents...I wish to feel that too but I cant my real parents left me when I was young and my adoptive parents don't treat me like family they all see me as a waste of air and a servant and I just accepted that what else could I do about it they did get me a roof over my head and food to eat I should be grateful and not ask for anything that's not necessary right while watching all the kids getting loved I just glance over and turn my head around thinking

'hah I don't need it I don't need it it doesn't bother me ' oh why can't I lie even to myself I went behind a building where no one could find me easily and cried pretty loudly I didn't know I could have this many tears coming out of me I've been holding back for so many years why is it coming out now it felt nice to let it out and instead of enduring it

"Hey, why are you crying so loudly its annoying " I look up to see a boy with a small guitar he had nice fair skin dark as the night sky hair and beautiful bluebell eyes 'handsome' is all I could explain to him 

"what are you doing here," I said flustered omg how long has he been here

"I saw it all from the begging " holy smokes can he read minds deabak

"and I should be the one to ask you that what are YOU doing here," he said with his intimidating voice kinda scared me not gonna lie but why does he act like he owns this place cocky

"It's not like you own this place!"

"Actually my parents do," he said that with a cold stare that was awkward what do I say in a situation like this I should just leave right that's what I should do In this situation

I turn slowly walking away from this very awkward situation

"HEY! where are you going ?!" I turn back for a glance just to see him coming after me oh no I turn back my head forward running but....I hit my head by a pole wow now isn't that just my luck

" Why are you running without looking idiot," he said that with a face trying to hold back laughter

"haha laugh all you want, "I said that holding back tears now I'm embarrassed, sad, and hurt

"I'm sorry " he didn't mean it  ugh I wish I could just slap that pretty face of yours

"But I do have a question" he looks really serious kinda spooky..everything about this child is weird and good-looking  ugh

"why were you crying a minute ago " oh my god he looks so innocent saying that been tho we both know that's not true

"because I realized I'm alone on this planet dark and quiet no one cares for me or more as nones wants me with them not even animals!!" I said aggravated when I glanced over to him he looked depressed more than I am I telling this story or are you

"I know how you feel none is willing to stay with you not even animals which I don't blame them " is he confronting me or insulting

"But why does it have to dark and quiet it doesn't have to be like that does it " I'm so confused right now

"huh?" he sighed out of frustration

"music"

",,, music?" he pulled out his small guitar that had every color in the rainbow on it looked pretty from afar but extrasensory up close

"whenever you feel lonely and just want to be free you make music using your voice or instrument he handed me his guitar

"try it I think you'll like it "I swish my hand on the guitar It sounds so calming and pretty

"I like it I really like it! I can also make music with my voice right so like singing  "I said energetically I always had to quiet in the house

"yeah when it is quiet and scary you can just make music it feels calming and makes you feel happy," he said smiling so prettily

"wow!" he looked up in the sky and said

"oop I have to go " oh I got kinda sad seeing him leave if Im honest " bye," I said which sounded really depressing not gonna lie "WAIT your guitar " he turned around with a smirk on his face"keep it !" "huh wait and your gone "I didn't even get a chance to ask for his name" I looked at the guitar and said very quietly "..music..."

as I was walking away with the guitar in my hand "ugh I really should have gotten his name"

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