バラバラに Barabarani (To Fall Apart)

It all started when she was grade 6 the traumatizing event happens in her own eyes. How she suffers and how she wanted her life back. She is the second oldest with the Okazaki siblings. This is the day it all happened. I Kotomi Okazaki a 15-year-old girl was taken her life turn upside down. I did not know what happen that day before the traumatizing event but certainly early morning we were happy. I have 2 younger siblings Hiyoski and Hiji.Hiyoski a fourth-grade student and Hiji a second-grade student. Let me start at the beginning. It was a usual school day after that I was dismissed at school and went home. I greeted and said I’m home but it was unusual because my mom did not greet me which she does every day. I check my time and as I said in my mind I’m not even early where mom is? I decided it wasn’t a big deal and maybe she was late picking up Hiji, or they went to the market something like that. I was so hungry and said I’m starving, so I went to the kitchen I heard a sound I did not hear it before or know what it is I did not know where it came from but it was like someone was hurt or it was like a disturbing sound. Still, I continued getting my food to eat. As I was eating I heard a boy scream though it was squeaky, so I did not bother and thought maybe children were playing just outside. After I was done with my food I was cleaning my mess until I heard a loud scream AHH! But still, I did not know where it came from I went outside with my neighbors and ask if they heard a boy screaming or a disturbing sound. Unfortunately, no one heard it I said to myself

I’m crazy hearing things so as I was going back home I saw Hiyoski, and he asks sis Why are you out? Where's, mom? I explained it to him mom and Hiji aren’t home yet and I heard a disturbing sound and a little boy screaming. Hiyoski laughs and said you are crazy as we were going in. The same sound and I knew where it's coming from. It was upstairs me and Hiyoski went up and my parent's door was open we rush, and we open it widely and there I Saw mom. My eyes were tearing down for no reason I saw my mom ***** with a man whom I don’t know

before I don’t know what was going on but I remember that I throw a vase at them which it hurts the old man who is in the bed with mom I look at the corner and saw my brother *****\, afraid or traumatize. He was crying he had a bloody arm I knew something was wrong at that moment and I snap and said horrible words to my mom. WHAT THE HECK MOM! YOU b***H! GO TO HELL! I did not know what was happening but I knew I had to protect my younger brother\, so I throw anything I can grab them. The man stands up as I said HIYOSKI GET HIJI! With a fear voice but it was too late. The moment that the man stands up my brother Shinji and dad was home they were running upstairs as they heard glasses’ smashing they run and there with our eyes open\, my brother was shot in the head my older brother rush and called 911 and my dad leads us to the room. The man left and jumps through the window and my mom laughing and said told you not to scream. I cried and hated my mom so bad. After a few seconds of that time\, I hear the siren of the ambulance and the police we were so traumatized that we were praying for Hiji. 2 weeks pass by we did not hear from Hiji but mom was set in court I was there I saw the old man they were guilty the man has filed a case for injury and can be sent to jail for 50 years if Hiji dies\, he goes to prison his whole life and has to pay us $160\,000\,000. My mom has filed a case of Child abuse and also being with someone

while being married she was going to jail I had no mother anymore, but she paid $800,000,000 to set her free which her parents or my grandparents paid and being bankrupt she left us on that day left her things. We were a millionaire at last but that day dad got a promotion and was excited but this happened I was proud but sad at the same time he became the CEO because the owner is weak and no relatives to trust, so he gave it to dad. We went to the hospital I saw Hiji gave him a big hug and cried. He said to take all his puzzles but first, he gave me a white Rubik’s cube with nothing on it, and he said to solve it before I solve all his puzzles me and my siblings prayed he would live but that end after 67 hours he died I was crying and crying until we had to bury him. Few weeks pass I was bullied as they say my mom was a slut or Hoe . I ask where did they hear it from and they said Your mom.**

Then I started cutting myself and wanted to die I prayed to god and said give back my life. 2 years pass by I will miss my little brother. Dad gave all the things we need, and we can afford anything. My Brother Shinji is in college now and Hiyoski is in 7th grade already, and we are going to transfer to Sawako high where I meet someone special to me who change my life.

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