Chapter 4 My Feelings

...Chapter 4...

Is it ok to say what’s in your mind?

Will that help you or will that take you down? I tried to do so and see what happens.

.. ..My Feelings.....

Day break and time for my prep school, well today’s morning was different in a way cause of last night boner. By different I mean I was bit confuse about whether I should be in joy or sorrow. I mean now her attitude towards me would be changed and why not, we know each other only for little over a week and I was already in her bed? And more over it I left her alone last night in her sleep without any apology or description, I also had to return the spare key. So I decided to meet her after my classes like I usually do.

I have already stopped about five to six times on my way to her home, being afraid was out of question I just didn’t come up with a good excuse for leaving her last night. And I again stopped at front of her door, that’s what I usually do but I was not able to ring the bell. All sorts of questions and answers that were going to start were already in my mind and goddamit why the hell I am so tensed. I made up my mind that I am gonna behave as normal as always gather up all my confidence and put my pointing finger the bell and stopped again. Now what, should I have waited for her at the door to open up by herself, used her spare key to enter by myself or walk back home? (I was full of shit back then.)

I rang the bell finally and she opened in few seconds I mean where was she, standing at the door?

Amanda-: “For whom were you waiting for last 15 minutes Jinni.”

She was at the door!

Jin-: “For you, I thought you were out.”

Amanda-: “Oh…..then you could have waited inside, I mean you have the keys right?”

Jin-:“I can’t barge inside a girl’s house when no one is inside, and whom I have known only for a week.”

Amanda-: “Oh….right, anyway come in.”

Jin-: “Ahh, sorry for the keys, I had taken it without your knowing.”

Amanda-: “Is that all?”

Jin-: “What?”

Amanda-: “Is that the only thing you have to apologise for?”

Jin-: “I…um…what have I done to apologise for?”

Amanda-: “You don’t know?”

Holy mother is she talking about that thing; if yes then she should say sorry for taking my one and only precious virginity.

Amanda-: “You left a hot, fragile, ***** girl in the bed alone at home in mid night. Don’t you have to apologise for that?”

Ohh ghosh…..

Jin-: “That’s why I locked the door from outside milady Ama.”

Amanda-: “That’s not the answer I want.”

Jin-: “Then what do you want to here?”

Amanda-: “Sorry, and will not happen again.”

Jin-: “Ok if that’s what you want its fine by me. ‘Sorry, and will not happen again!’”

Amanda-: “Okay, now for the doubts of yesterday you aske…”

Jin-: “Wait Mis…”

Amanda- : “Hmm!”

Jin-: “Are you not gonna apologise?”

Amanda-: “Me, for what?”

Jin-: “For taking my precious first time, what else?”

Amanda-: “Oh….for that?” she said in a strange way.

“You should be grateful that I took yours.”

Jin-: “Are you for real?”

Amanda-: “Yeah, you vile vain gibbet.”

Jin-: “Stop with the physical abuse, you narcissist bitch.”

Our days past like this and day after tomorrow there was the big day, entrance exam that is. And by now I can easily nail down the exam, according to Ama, though the pressure was optimum cause now not only my aim was to get in TU but someone else was also there; ahm.. I am talking about Ama.

I was pulling all-nighter at Ama’s house, this was not my first time I have stayed many nights there for completion of my syllabus and not to say details. I was going through the whole syllabus for the final time in her drawing room. Ama entered in the room with mugs of coffee in her both hand and wearing a t-shirt on inner were, sit beside me keeping my coffee on the table and leaning beside me taking sip of her coffee she asked

Amanda -: “Jinni are you planning on studding whole night?”

Jin -: “Yes, why else I would stay here?” I said while looking in my notes.

Amanda -: “Goddamit, you are more than prepared, so stop pulling yourself too hard.”

Jin -: “Okay, but what’s the harm in revising.” said still reading my notes.

Amanda -: “Gosh Jin, okay fine lets go with the rapid fire. I’ll ask 7 questions throughout the syllabus, and on if you give me a single wrong answer you have to go your home and study, okay.”

Well beside her behaviour when it comes to studies she become a totally different person and I know very well that questions were not gonna easy so I hesitated for few sec then accept her rapid fire round.

First is always maths related to calculus and I was well prepared for that and hit the bull’s-eye on the very first question.

Second goes for physics related to modern physics.

I would have been in problem if Moseley had not given the law of frequency of X-ray. Another shot at the target.

Third comes from Chemistry, she knew very well that I was no good at chemistry so remaining of five four questions she asked alone from chemistry, one from co-ordination, another from periodic table and the remaining from organic. Only I know how I survived this far.

Now the last question

Jin -: “Ama you didn’t tell, what if I answer all the questions correct?”

Amanda -: “Don’t worry Jini the last question is going to be a fat boy.”

...*[fat boy was the nuclear bomb which was drop on Nagasaki during Second World War by the orders of President Roosevelt.]...

Yeah it really was an atom bomb for me because it was current affairs and believe me; current affair asked by Ama is like burning potassium in excess of oxygen, a deadly combination.

Here comes the question

Amanda -: “Which country has the highest road accident in world this year?”

Why the hell would I give the damn about road accident? Tokyo has most safe roads compared to many countries.

I might have heard this from someone at dines, who was it? No which country was it?

Jin -: “Li………ya………Libya?”

“Yeah it’s Libya”. “Ok Mis. Ama so now I have answered your entire questions now what my reward is?”

Amanda -: “Hmm reward, I see ok you can kiss me once.”

Jin -: “Once? Hay that’s not fair.”

Amanda -: “So what you want scum prepie”

Jin -: “Say that I can kiss you whenever I want.”

“No you can’t”. “Although I can kiss you whenever I want”.

And she kissed me; I never knew that someone’s smile could taste so sweet, she kept on smiling and I kept on kissing. I don’t know for how long it goes but yes that was the first thing that felt my heart with sweetness of love and I immediately realised I fell for her but was this feeling mutual or not I still don’t know so I hold myself there and get back to study and Ama was going to her room for sleep

Amanda -: “Night Jini, don’t pull yourself too hard.”

Jin -: “Night, ciya in morning.”

Day broke and I don’t remember when I fall sleep, it was already 8Am and I have competed my full course revision Ama was in her kitchen making breakfast when I greeted her morning Ama;

Amanda -: “Oh you already awake? I thought I had to wake you up like a western Japanese wife.”

Jin -: “Ehh! What is western Japanese Wife?”

Amanda -: “Ah, when I will become a wife of a Japanese person then I’ll be a …….”

Jin -: “Gosh, for real! And how exactly would you woke me up?”

Amanda -: “You missed it, now get fresh already breakfast is ready.”

It was ‘Tamagoyaki’, an egg omelette in which thin layer of egg is rolled and sliced into pieces fermented soya beans and miso soup.

Jin -: “Wow Ama, you should have told me, I would have helped you and you never told you know how to make Japanese dishes?”

Amanda -: “You know cooking?”

Jin -: “Ah, I guess I never told ya my mother runs restaurant so yeah I know cooking.”

Amanda -: “You dumbass, you never told me that you run a restaurant.”

Jin -: “S..So…Sorry about that, it never crossed my mind.”

Amanda -: “Take me to your dine today….now…..hold on I getting ready.”

Jin -: “Wait…wait….wait….waittttt, hold on lets go tomorrow once my paper will finish I’ll come to take you”.

Amanda -: “You really are a worrywart. Fine tomorrow evening I’ll be waiting.”

Jin -: “Yes, milady.”

After breakfast I left for my home it was already 11 Am mom and Ollie were in dine cleaning for lunch hour rush.

Ollie -: “Welcome back Jin.”

Jin -: “Hey Ollie”

Ollie -: “Ready for your exam?”

Jin -: “Guess so”

Ollie -: “Wanna have something to dig in?”

Jin -: “No, I already had taken my breakfast.”

Ollie -: “oh okay then, go get some rest”

He came near me and whisper in my ears

Ollie -: “By the way, how was your last night?”

Jin-: “Tiresome”

Ollie -: “hmmm………..” glaring at me

Jin -: “Gosh Ollie nothing like that, I took a full night revision of all subjects that’s all.”

Ollie -: “Okay okay joking man.”

Jin -: “Well what about you how’s your girlfriend doing?”

Ollie -: “Ah….hm……She blocked me😓”

Jin -: “Again?”

Ollie -: “Yeah!”

Jin -: “Don’t worry you’ll get another”

I got to my room and lie on my bed and fall asleep within few minutes. When I woke up it was already past six and customers will start to come soon so our kitchen was making noise, I started revising calculus formulas when I find Miya and Kagu standing in front of my room.

Jin -: “Guys! Long time eh?”

Miyanoshita -: “Yeah! guess what?”

Kaguya -: “We got admission in Law College."

Jin -: “Great guys let’s celebrate.”

Miyanoshita -: “We will once you also get in university.”

Jin -: “But the results will be out after ten day.”

Kaguya -: “So what? we will celebrate together.”

Jin -: “Okay guys pray and wait for me.”

Kaguya -: “Hey Jin you never introduce your friend.”

Jin -: “Guys I will, tomorrow after exams she’ll come at dine so tomorrow for sure in evening came here I’ll introduce her.”

Miyanoshita-: “Kay Jin see you tomorrow, you have to study right?”

Jin -: “Okay tomorrow evening don’t forget!!”

Big day had arrived, I get to the centre at 9:45 there was a huge rush near the consignment board and my room number was 26. Paper was of three hours and now the time starts………

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