The Sweetness and Stupidity

My, my.

In my entire life till that time, I had never blurted or gestured or stuttered in front of anyone. But you know, a moment comes when you have to become the damsel in distress! And so was I at that time.

I still had my eyes fixated on him for he was my love and my love loved me back. In short, I was still occupied by his eyes and even felt like I wanna be in that space for the rest of my life! After all, who wouldn't want calmness, happiness and peace altogether to embrace every single moment of their life?

This wasn't all that went through my mind, of course. But I had to snap out of this space and get back to reality to guide the newbies to a corner, unnoticed by people. Hence, I tried to think about the roads and guess what, I was thinking of going for a long drive with him! No, this wasn't all. I was thinking of all the other exotic things which he and I could do while we would stop for a drink or two.

No, no, brain. Get back to the freaking reality and give the damned human some instructions!

"Alright. Go straight and take a left at the end of this road.", I said, much more like stuttering and babbling. You have to note that this was the first time that he heard my voice in real life. Although I didn't revert back to my imagination space that moment but soon enough it was about to happen and keep on recurring. I guess it was his turn to speak something and break the overly warmed ice, but he seemed lost. So, now it was him who spaced out to imagine some crazy things. His friend spoke,"Which turn? This one or the next?" I was gave myself a pat on my head to cool down and stop myself from slapping him out of the car. For sure, he was the biggest idiot in this world who didn't knew how to simply follow some most basic instructions. I wondered how did he manage to drive here with the help of something so complex as Google Maps, damn.

So, I replied calmly,"The next one, can't you see? I clearly said the last one" He replied so simply,"There are so many of them, no? So, please specify them." I couldn't bring myself to slap him yet as he was the one driving. I wanted to ask first whether he even heard what I said or not but I restrained myself because if I did ask him, the stupid dumbass would start talking about it and forget that he was driving and might even hit someone and get us a lifetime imprisonment in jail. So, as smart as I am, I just said,"Just keep on driving. I'll tell you when the turn comes. Got it?" He replied,"Okay, okay."

Now, I could finally drift back into my thoughts. But no, how could I?? What if my love asks me something and I just inadvertently don't hear it? I will surely be doomed. He won't talk to me. He won't even look at me. He'll start despising me. He might even think that I was thinking about his friend. Oh come on! stop it!.....

You see? I didn't want to space out but I actually did. That's how stupid I am.

Ignoring the other unworthy details and an idiotic presence, I just wanted to hold him in my arms and never let go off of him. I wanted him to stay with me here for a few days. I wanted to touch him and let myself believe that it was really true and happening to me. I wanted to let him know that I am his, both physically and mentally. I just wanted to do everything with him. I had always been fantasizing things in my mind with him but now it was all in real and I wanted them to happen all in a single moment. I was stupid, but I was in love and every other person fallen in true love is adorably stupid.

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