First crazy disaster

Ok so i was living in a shelter we didn’t have a home due to the fact the we were evicted and no one would let my mother stay with them it was just me her and my little brother we where put in a shelter that had a kitchen a living room a play room three bed rooms in one bed room their was a single bed right next to the door when you come in facing this gigantic window where you can see the whole street and we where on the second floor next to the single bed was a bunk bed I slept on the top my little brother on the bottom the single bed was my older sister the next room my older brother slept in a single bed but his room had two doors on that led to the hallway that led to the kitchen and the other which led to a hall way with rooms and that hall led too the living room in my moms room their was one bed on the wall that had a window which the terrible disaster had happened in that same room........... 2months later

Me my and my brother where on the phone with our father which at the time I considered him my father we where talking asking him ohh when are you going to send us our toys that you promised and our Christmas gifts but instead of just telling us the truth he yelled at me and said I don’t want to f****** hear it that’s when my little brother took the phone and say we don’t want to talk to you anymore my mom hung up the phone Prior to this happening we kept hearing the same thing ohh I have your gifts I will send them to you that I’m going to come over and visit you at the time he was in Puerto Rico strait up lieing to two little kids Over and over and that was one of the ver first things that happened are you happy yunteo I had to relive one of my most pain full memory’s but you don’t care cause your just my mind if your really cared about my well being you wouldn’t make me relive every bad moment since I was a child you like un endless spingwheel that just won’t stop turning over and over until you get what you want let’s hope that I can make you stop after all these years with everything I’m done trying to stop you I think I’m almost at my braking point that I don’t have enough will power to make you stop torturing me I’m just a 16 year old girl you have me to the point that I have panic attacks every time I worry over one small little thing I have My own mother worried about me cause you won’t let me breathe for once just let me breathe I want to be able to have a normal life.

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