2nd disaster part1

So yunteo are you going to finally let me breathe I guess not cause you’re now taking me back to when he first touched me you don’t get it do you yunteo ''I have had to many bad memories with this guy that I’m at my breaking point I’m pretty sure if this where to happen again I would even be able to speak to anyone you know that he’s the reason I’m uncomfortable around men..... ''

yunteo-ohhh shut up you have to go though this so you can process like a normal person you know it’s not normal to bottle all this up just cause you don’t want to talk about it don’t mean you can’t get past it

Aouinchan- But you don’t get the fact that I’m not normal bottling stuff up is the only way I know how to process thing especially if you live with a family that tell you ever day why don’t you tell me what your feelings but when you do they just turn it around on you like it’s you fault when you know very well that it’s not

Yunteo- Well I don’t give two flying bees who’s fault it is I’m done with you Aouinchan I don’t want you to be in pain any more how can you not under stand just cause you don’t want to here or see those awful memories don’t mean that I don’t see them and feel your pain omg don’t you understand that Easema is in pain you can’t keep putting her in pain just cause you want to be selfish about this.

Easema- it’s ok I’m not in pain

Yunteo- stop lying to yourself I can see you every day it’s like you want to die but your only living so we don’t die

Aouichan- is this true have I really been this selfish

Easema- no it’s not true Aouichan

Yunteo- stop lying to him that’s it both of you shut up and just wait till it’s over

Aouichan-.......

Easema-........

Yunteo- it was when I came to live with my cousins cause of the second time we where evicted cause my sister was put in the hospital cause she is diebetic she was in a coma for a while but I won’t get into that now so when we first came over was to visit we ended sleeping over which led to use moving over here I slept in the same room as one of my cousin on a matrice in front of her bed at the time I was 13 ok so one day my older brothers cousin also his friend slept over but in the same room on the same bed we where whatching a movie when I felt his hand going up my leg then my skirt trying to get in my underwear every time he would get close to getting in my pants I would move but he would get the hint and kept rubbing on my leg all I knew was that I had to get out of their so I mad an excuse that I had to use the bathroom so I went downstairs to the living room and slept on the couch that whole night I was so scared that he would come down and tried to continue it I couldn’t sleep for hours it was so scary that all I cloud think about was is he going to come down I don’t want him to how am I going to sleep when I’m so scared that was the first time the second time I will go in too it in the next episode......

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