Prologue

As I open my eyes, the creaky roof of an unknown house made me terrified. Another day of helpless abuse is going to be my work. Darkness hugs my own self who is now pale for days of no food to eat. Maybe there is, but I don't want to especially that it comes from my boyfrie— opss, correction, my ex-boyfriend filthy hands.

Tears fell down my swollen cheeks as I began to stretch my slender body. I don't know if I'm alive, but all I know, my mind is now dead, as well as my emotions. I'm now all empty.

"Suz, my beautiful girlfriend, where are you?" the voice of the man, I mean the devil that kidnapped me fills the dirty room where I am now.

I stand up and about to hid from him but he snatched my hands, "Don't touch me." I threatened him with the voice full of seriousness. He do as I say.

I'm about to go out when his voice made me tremble, "Don't you dare go out again sweetie, or else, you know what I can do to your not-so-good family" he whisper in my ears before he goes out.

I kneeled right after the door shut close. I cried and cried because of sadness that I felt and mad for myself because of I agreed to be the girlfriend of a psychopath.

I calm myself before I go out. The light still disturbing my newly awake eyes, I still headed in the dining area where the man siting in one of its chairs.

"Oh, you're here? Join me, you need to eat so many especially that your face is now so thin." He observes me while giving me food.

"I don't wa—" I don't have time to finish my sentence when a plate crashes in front of me. "So sorry darlin', its your fault you don't obey me, tsk tsk tsk" he sighed and clean up the mess. Its just the two of us here, no maids, no other people disturbing. Just the fvcking two of us.

...*****...

I'm now in the balcony, looking at the trees that freely sway with the wind. How I wished I'm like them, can freely sway and dance, can freely go out, especially that I'm now a prisoner in the arms of a psychopath who's so fvcking crazy inlove.

I remembered how we used to, he's not like this in the past, he's just a man who's smiling is his thing. A man who has a black hair that sways everytime he looks back at me, a man who has a dark blue eyes that is full of emotions, lullabies that can make you feel what he can feel, a man who has a perfectly tanned body that others are envious to have, a man who has a perfectly pointed nose that he always scrunch if he's upset with me, and, a man who has a lips that is so soft, everytime it met mine, I felt warm.

But this time, he's not he. He's now a prisoner too, a prisoner of the past that damaged him. The past that still hunts him, and now, made him like this.

Again and again, tired of it, the tears flows out from my eyes. Even in times like this, all I can do is to remember all memories, memories that can make me shatter into pieces.

...*****...

Its time

I looked at the window just in the side of the room. The moon shines so bright, how I wished I was like that. So confident for who I am, and of course, always surrounded by stars that leads me for where path I choose.

I looked at my hands, now full of bruises and scratch. All in my school is envious of how I used to be, a rich, so smart, and a beautiful girl. But little did they now, I'm now here, in summer break, have been kidnapped by the man I used to care, I used to think, I used to trust, and, I used to love.

I get the piece of the broken plate from the mornings quarrel, as I think. I get it and smiled bitterly, "You can end all of my hardship." I looked at it once again before I slashed it in my wrist.

Pain

All I can feel is pain. But I know, after this, I can't feel anything. Even a single pain, nothing.

I'm slowly closing my eyes when I heard his voice. The voice I loved. "Suz, Suz, wake up, sweetie, wake up" I saw his eyes, glistening because of the tears that is forming.

"Alexander? I missed you, but please, don't make me wake up again, I don't want to, I'm sorry."

"Please don't, don't leave me, your mine, JUST MINE." His voice echoes inside my ears, before I shut my eyes, the man who kidnapped me come back............again.

...*****...

......ixeskies......

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