Episode 1

Everyone calls me a true beauty or the goddess of beauty, but no one knows the truth. How did it come that everyone sees me as a goddess of beauty? It all started two years ago. At that time I was only in eighth grade, as for friendship, I really didn’t have any friends at all, but that didn’t bother me, because there was someone who was always nice to me and tried to understand my problem and he always treated me very well.

But for one reason everything changed. Even in elementary school I had no friends and I been always slutted up by my classmates and they used me as their maid, but that one Person was different. He always comforted me and was always on my side. At first I didn't understand why they hate and slutted me up, well now when I think about it, it all happened because of my presence. Since I was born, I have been different from my brother and sister. At first I didn't care what people said about my appearance, but things got worse. When I was ten years old, there was an anime series that gave me courage that no matter how you look, everyone can be a hero of beauty.

And that’s the reason why I decided to cosplay like my favorite character, and show others that appearance doesn't matter. I went out with my cosplay, But the other children laughed at me, pushed me and said the ugly people can't change their appearance and always stay ugly. I was very ashamed at that moment and started to cry, I quickly ran home and realized that no matter how much effort I give myself in the end I am ugly anyway. Every day it was the same until I came to high school, everything just got worse. Every day I was bullied by my classmates and I was like a maid to them, I spent my school break every day by always having to buy food for my classmates. There was a girl who was in the same situation as mine,

I thought we would get along well so I tried to get along with her. But I noticed that she didn't want it because somehow she slowly became friends with the people who bullied me and slowly she started bullying me too. No matter how much effort I put in to get along it was just impossible, every day after school I cried at home, I always wondered what I had done to them that they hated me so much. one day it went so far that I had to cry in front of everyone at school, right at that moment showed a senior up and asked me what happened. At that time I didn't know him personally, I heard a lot about him because he was very famous in our school, but we never talked befor together.

I didn't respond to his question and ran away crying, he ran after me, and said loudly ,,for how long do you want to let this come through’’. And thus began our friendship and my first great love. He always helped me and whenever I cried comforted me. After a time i realized that i felt for my senior. At the beginning I just wanted to keep it to myself but, one day I decided to confess my feelings to him. I didn't want to tell him directly and therefore I decided to write him a love letter, that evening I baked cookies and decorated everything nicely. The day started as normal as always, I went a little earlier than usual, I sat in my seat, suddenly called someone my name I turned around and behind me stood my classmates who have me bullied. I was a bit panicked and asked what they wanted.....

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