Episode 2

"And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street"

- driver's license Olivia Rodrigo

But I didn't fall

My heart was still thumping, loud and alive. My brain was on overdrive, reprimanding me on what I was about to do. My legs were still dangling from the cliff swinging back and forth like a pendulum on a grandfather clock. My breath was erratic like I'd just run a marathon. Overall, I was a mess. A confused mess. Suddenly I felt a yank on my arm, reminding me someone had just caught me. Another yank, and suddenly my body went limp and everything went dark.

I awoke to someone crying. Sobbing uncontrollably. I felt the wetness seeping through my shirt as I groaned and stretched. Making sure I didn't disturb any of my sore bones, I slowly sat up, taking in my surroundings. In front of me were endless skies which looked like they were dipped in the sun then exposed to the ***** night sky. The calming soothing site making me take in deep breathes as I remember the many times I've gone into a meditative state during a sunset. Sunsets were always my favorite time of day. The endless beauty never failing to strike me speechless. Now was no different till I was brought back by a sob.

"Don't you.. Don't ever do that again please" a husky broken voice pleaded from my right.

Slowly and carefully I turned to the familiar deep voice which plagues my many nightmares and intrudes on my doubts. Low and behold the one and only ex. The one person who knew me inside and out. The one person who knew how I really felt. The one person I would give the world to if he asked for it. At least in the past. Because although he's one of this, he's also one of the many who have left me. Left me to fend on my own. Left me to find my own food, navigate the surroundings, and accustom myself with the pressure. For this, his departure hurt the most out of all of them. Suddenly pulled out of my reflective state, I remember who is sitting in front of me.

"YOU.. What are you doing here you ***? You shit you total waste of space. You idiot. Promise breaker. You... I can't even.. Why"

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Yes I've finally continued. I was in a writing mood today and decided to update this story because I love it so much. Like I wrote out the plot line and everything I just never got around to updating. I'll try to update regularly from now on. Try being a key word. I wish this was more like Wattpad© lmao cuz I'd be able to write less and update more often. I'm the type of person who'll have the creative spree for one or two paragraphs then stop. But that's okay. I'll try and write more. Or I'll just spam like this. Anyways ILY comment like and subscribe please. Let me know how I can do better.

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