As I entered the bathroom I saw myself in the mirror ..the reflection of a person who couldn't recognize herself anymore ... Then I shook my head pushing away all thoughts of pity and sympathy towards myself because I was not even worthy of that....I bathed so that I could wash away the most disgusting scent of him on my body which I once used to love and wished to cover myself with it and I washed myself in a bottles of shampoo in the thought to cover my scent in the process of running away which could be my last chance as everyone busy in the celebration. I changed into the set of new clothes with jeans , a T shirt and a hoodie and I sprayed the perfume to not leave behind any trail of my scent ..then I looked towards the window of the bathroom which was attached to the room on the second floor of the beta's house ....{yes that's my mate}
I slowly opened the window of the bathroom without making any sound and looked down with the thought jumping ....yes I was scared as I was not used to, all I was allowed to was walk inside my cage i.e the bedroom..
Then on the second glance I made my decision that it's fine if I broke my leg or hand I couldn't care any less as this was my last chance of running away from this cage ....
With the sound of thud I landed on my leg with the support of my both hands on the land ...for one last time I looked at house and the window on the second floor and I ran into the forest as fast as possible ....
I could feel the speed as the wind was hitting my face and the images of trees beside me were all blur...as I was a fast runner compared to any other members of my pack... because now I had my freedom which I don't want to lose at any cost I ran ...ran and ran again without looking back and without stopping at any cost .....until I reached the pack border I stopped there for a moment to think of the family which never supported me and to think of the mate who never loved me...and the alpha who always thought me being a disgrace and a threat to my pack and family .... throwing all those thoughts from my head I grew my nails on my right hand ( a werewolf thing you could say) I cut through the palm of my left hand and let the blood spill to the pack borderline and then I did it...
" I Eva Anderson break all my ties with the Red moon pack and accept the rejection of my mate Derek Gilbert, the beta of the pack"
I could feel my heart entering to phase of relaxation and without any second thought I crossed my pack border...and again I ran in the fear of my pack members who patrolled the pack border area in look for rogues who were actually very less compared to the other times as it was the night of celebration, would catch me and bring me into that hell once again...I ran as if my life depend on it...which it did in reality...I ran all the night and then looked for the surrounding which was unfamiliar to me and assured me that I was very far away from my pack (or old pack) at least more than four to five towns away, which made me to let out a loud sigh of relief and as I couldn't feel my legs anymore I plopped down the tree which looked very old and huge... actually very huge compared to any other trees that were present...I could feel that there was no energy left inside me anymore and my eyelids felt impossible to keep it open ...in a blink of an eye I closed my eyes and fell into the arms of darkness without any worries of getting in the hands of other pack which would consider me as a rogue which i am now......
I could feel the pain in my heart which was like piercing through it by the silver blade and as I was gaining my consciousness I could feel disturbance in my mind link and my alpha Garrison calling me...I slightly opened my eyes because the effect of drinking alcohol from all night was still there and i sat on my bed all I could see was an empty bed side beside me for which I was glad because I always loathed the idea of waking up to the face I hated the most which was of "my mate" and the bathroom with a light on...and then I heard it...alpha Garrison saying which made me wide awake..
"Derek, she's not here anymore ....she has left the pack....Eva left..."
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