1.DO I ACCEPT THIS??

It was dark but I could feel the pair of green eyes staring at me with hunger or should I say eyes only covered with lust.....

And then I felt it, two arms on my shoulder grabbing me harshly as he started to brush his lips against mine with force and I stared at him blankly without any movement or any emotions...I could only hear the sounds of wind blowing in that cold night and creaking of the bed {which was a part of my nightmares} as he thrusted into me with all his anger, frustration and lust and I felt nothing...

But only the feeling the pain of my soul being shattered to the point where I no longer was able to collect it.....

But do I accept this ?? Is this a fate of me for being a MATE of a beta who only lured me into the trap which named LOVE or was it my fault for being too kind or should I say ignorant.....

...I do not accept this..... NOT ANYMORE......

He laid beside me after breaking me into a million parts by the process called "making love"....

I was used to this for he broke me every single night and every single chance he got , to make sure to put a terror inside my head, to make sure to bow my head in front of him and to get more than scared only at the sight of him....and all for what??

Because of the sole reason I was his mate...

I slowly moved with the piercing pain in between my legs and my back as I put my legs on the ground I wasn't able to get hold of myself not physically, mentally or emotionally... because he had broken me in a every single way possible..and I was on the verge of losing everything for which I was terrified because I knew if I lose myself now I will not be able to get through this anymore and on the other hand my wolf Alina was in a deep slumber due to the pain I and our mate have caused to her and to our soul together...

I thought to myself if I don't run away now I'll not be able to live or forgive myself for causing the pain for both of us ... and my wolf who was with me and fought against the world always and I hurt her to the point that she went to a deep slumber of not wanting to return...

I stepped down from the bed and went to bathroom after my "mate" went to deep sleep after all the hard work he did on my body and I took this as a opportunity to get away from him which is not the first time I've tried and every single time I got caught  the aftermath added to my list of the nightmares...even then I thought I could give my all for this time to run away from this hell and if I die during this process at least I'll have a peace of mind thinking after what all I did I tried to bring justice to my wolf because she had gone through much more than myself....after all we were one strong female to survived this hell till now.

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