Tried, Success but with issues

though my dad left us...after that after many years passed i forgot who he was to me, what was his name, from where was he, i forgot everything about him...i remembered nothing! i only remember was his name thats also not fully! instead mom was married to another guy...my step dad!! she married just thinking that we can have a happy life and we accepted him as a step dad but i used to call him uncle not dad..cuz i hate the word dad!! and life was going normal!

Between the years passing...after my dad left us...i studied really hard really really hard that i didnt even know what was the time...didnt know time has went so fast!! i studied hard thinking that one day i will make my mom proud and strong...will not let her think about dad anymore!! Though it will be tough but i will try my best!

I studied hard and reached to grade 9 2020 proudly...and was so happy thinking that..."I actually did it" me myself was really happy and mom was most happy....seeing her happy in daughters success was my precious moment ever!!

I thought of studying even more hard this year at 9...but between i couldnt because of family problems...it happens to happen problems everyday...day and night and couldnt concentrate on my studies anymore!! i problem used to happen between mom and uncle(step dad). The more they fight the sader i used to get...so i used to shut my door while they shout and used to listen to music get high and try not to listen! 'cause in every little things they used to fight!! I didnt do anything thinking that everything will get fine...but instead the situation used to get even more worse day by day!! So once i shouted to both of them..saying "please stop fighting...'cuz of you two am not able to focus on my studies...please dont fight until i finish my studies...please" *crying,begging* for once they were silent!! But from again next day they stared....then i lost interest in studying...lost interest in going school...i lost interest in everything!!

i cried a lot thinking that....WHY MY LIFE IS MADE LIKE THIS? WHY!!!? since i never expected that my life would be like a hell already!! Tears were not naming to stop it was falling continuously but luckly whenever i used to cry rain used to fall....because no one will know that i am crying if i cry in rain...!! The problem got more worse and worse and me crying everyday thinking that i couldnt do anything between!! Used to heard that family problems kills all your happiness..and i guess it was true! From the day they started fighting i never got the chance to smile again...and that made me feel pity on myself...feeling sorry to myself..that i couldnt gave a chance to smile..!!

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