First Day!

I was born on june 8 2005...whr i cried and my mom smiled for first time. i was the eldest from another father. Obviously everyone was really very happy to see me that i was a first daughter, but mostly my parents were happy. I was born in Thimphu hospital..since my sisters were all born at home. The day i was born was the very lucky day (monks used to say that) then my mom become more happy! But i used to thought to myself that, i may not be happy in my life ever! Monk says that...if i i wear black and red clothes i may become unlucky that i will never be happy again..after hearing that my mom was worried about me that what will happen to me when i grow up! Then everyone said to mom that dont worry, everything will be fine, have faith on God! But moms heart is moms heart, right? without worrying how can she stay quit...and she did every thing for me that will keep me away from black clothes and red clothes..but my thought was that...i never believe in sayings of others! Mom cried alot thinking about my future..but i couldnt even say her not to cry everything will be fine 'cuz i was just new born baby! i never thought that i had to face this kind of situation from small itself..but my mom did everything for me...gave me whatever i want...fulfilled my every wants and needs...more than other...because she really loves me..and cant see me in pain. And my lovely grandma used to massage my body with oil to make me strong..but while massaging i used to fall asleep because that massage makes me feel so relax and sleepy! And i used to cry at night that i used to distrurb everyones sleep...i used to cry when i see bad dreams,pee on hugies and all...by thinking about that now i feel shy!! ahh! i also wondered how will be my life... but i dont want to wonder and i dont want to make my mom feel more worried about me..! I used to cry not much..i cry once in a day only because i can feel my moms pain..😊 tho i was new born baby...i dont know how i used to manage not to cry!

but i felt happy that by not crying atleast mom used to get rest for a while. But my grandma used to wonder that why i dont cry...and gets worried that i maybe sick of i may fall sick!! between them i dont know what to do and what not to do! crying was really easy for me but to be quit was very hard for me even for my families! my dad bought me a new shoes..and new princess dress that i looked so cute on that outfit( haha am doing self showoff) but yes! i was cute tho..😆

after i was turned to age 1 my mom got pregnant again that she about to have a little sister for me...

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